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November 25, 2008
Princeton, NJ
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Monday, June 29, 2009
Today
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January 7, 2009
Princeton, NJ
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"Walk away, and never look back" became a motto for me in the past year. But today I realized that my writings do not fit the definition of the past at all: vise verse, I am just catching up with the words.
A vision made me to flip through my latest two notebooks and some saved files, and I found several (sure, seven of them) pieces of poetry, in a different stages of completion. I have completely forgotten about them.
I do not intend to finish them now, and I offer them for your pure enjoyment here the way they were left at the moment of writing. Why? They are perfectly of our Today!
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January 7, 2009
Princeton, NJ
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"Walk away, and never look back" became a motto for me in the past year. But today I realized that my writings do not fit the definition of the past at all: vise verse, I am just catching up with the words.
A vision made me to flip through my latest two notebooks and some saved files, and I found several (sure, seven of them) pieces of poetry, in a different stages of completion. I have completely forgotten about them.
I do not intend to finish them now, and I offer them for your pure enjoyment here the way they were left at the moment of writing. Why? They are perfectly of our Today!
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***This piece is no longer available here. It now appears as a part of a collection Orange Wings: Poetry of The Shift in digital and printed formats.
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Orange Wings [Kindle Edition]
Publisher: com.Unity; 1 edition (April 1, 2012)
ASIN: B007QOVWPK
Orange Wings [Paperback]
Publisher: CreateSpace; 1 edition (April 30, 2012)
ISBN-13: 978-1475286663
ISBN-10: 147528666X
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Sunday, June 28, 2009
Serenity
This weekend brought once again a new feeling into our lives. Without any attempt to define what it is, I was simply enjoying the peace inside and its reflection by the cloud-decorated sky and by the sea whispering to the sandy dunes nearby when the word serenity came. It stayed, and I started to realize that it defines a new reality that emerges as a result of yet another transformation we just went through.
A concept of definition immediately asked for more precision, and I googled serenity. Princeton U offered two wonderful definitions: (http://wordnetweb.princeton.edu/perl/webwn?s=serenity)
- repose: a disposition free from stress or emotion
- peace: the absence of mental stress or anxiety
That's exactly how it feels: a position of an observer who let go of the attachment to the illusion-based drama in this world, and the inner state of balance when the rational mind no longer drags the drama back into thoughts every time we become unconscious about our true state of being.
Serenity... It filled the day with the sweetness of a well-deserved rest after a major achievement. What was it? What did those first seven days of the summer transfigured for us? As the information began to pour in, I started to feel restless with excitement.
I am glad to offer some pieces of it to my "collaborators" - to all those who can listen with the heart and thus understand. There is very little information for one's rational mind here, so - enjoy! Or, skip to the last paragraph.
A friend of mine sent a piece of information about Russia and its role in the ascension process to me yesterday. Here is the link:
High attention points about Lake Baikal: Prima Matra (original matter), concentrated geometric sphere containing the dodecahedron and octahedron, energies of Pleades and Syrius B, and a zero point field.
The channel gives lots of details about sacred places in Russia in general and Lake Baikal in particular, and the latter encouraged me to look at the map of the lake. Below is what came out of it.
Lake Baikal has almost identical shape to that of the island of Curaçao. The exception is in the directionality of their crescent shapes: The island stretches its shores in the middle of turquoise waters of the Caribbean from South East to North West, and Lake Baikal's mysterious depth cuts through the body of the planet from South West to North East. Combined in one imaginary picture, the two create a containment field very much like two hands drawn together to hold something.
The word that came with the picture was one of those we used on our trip to Mt. Shasta early this month: chalice. The two geographical shapes create a chalice, a containment field for something of a crystalline nature. What is it? We saw a glimpse of it while in Mt. Shasta region. And what came with the question today was Lake Louise (Canada) and Lake Titicaca (Bolivia and Peru). There is more to it, and I do not know what it is yet.
What I know is that the Crystal Grid is as real to us now as the territories we draw on our conventional maps. And there was time when no one believed the "stories" that the Earth is a sphere, and that there is a new land that Columbus never recognized for what it was because his maps were wrong.
Could today be the day to revise our mental maps to bring a new land, Serenity, onto it?
Friday, June 26, 2009
The Time for Gratitude
What is the most pronounced feeling these days in your life? For me, as well as for a number of my friends, it is a void. It feels like we are spending these days in a cocoon waiting to emerge as butterflies. Some of the words that come with these process are transformation, transfiguration, creation. There is also a lot of ideas bubbling inside, waiting for their time to form into words.
This feeling reflects an objective process that all of us are going through. It is just a matter of our connection with the inner self that helps us to be conscious about the process. But whether we realize that a real change is in store for each of us, or not [yet], we can use this time to feel the gratitude for all that is.
The inner sense of gratitude is one of the most powerful transformational tools, and unfortunately one that gets easily forgotten when we are trying to achieve something and get too busy and task-oriented.
Let's fill our hearts with the gratitude for all that is around us, for all who share our life's adventure with us, for every person we meet on our path, for the Light in their eyes... Take your time to notice how much gratitude you have in your heart, and enjoy every moment of it.
This feeling reflects an objective process that all of us are going through. It is just a matter of our connection with the inner self that helps us to be conscious about the process. But whether we realize that a real change is in store for each of us, or not [yet], we can use this time to feel the gratitude for all that is.
The inner sense of gratitude is one of the most powerful transformational tools, and unfortunately one that gets easily forgotten when we are trying to achieve something and get too busy and task-oriented.
Let's fill our hearts with the gratitude for all that is around us, for all who share our life's adventure with us, for every person we meet on our path, for the Light in their eyes... Take your time to notice how much gratitude you have in your heart, and enjoy every moment of it.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
The Platonic Solids
There is an intense feeling of restructuring of everything inside and around these days. Insights into the sacred geometry once again are floating around, and so are the clouds in the sky. "Normally" sunny New Jersey is changing its sky scenery every few minutes. Yesterday evening waiting for a traffic light under a pouring rain, I took a picture of a bright blue sky above my house just across the bridge.
"What is going on?" I posed a question looking at a thick cover of the clouds this morning.
"The Earth is under constructions," the report was, and my thoughts went back to the geometry from my dreams.
What are the building blocks?
Two days ago in the post New Land, New Constructions I was talking about triads of words and triangles they create. But what glue is holding those together? What shape are we dealing with? What is the base of that shape?
The "base" feels crucial. I go back to March. On the 21st, I wrote about the floor as the foundation for trust and creation. The next day, I saw a puzzle being resolved into a geometrical shape... but something was still missing.
On March 25th, exactly three months ago, I started a post Pieces of The Puzzle: The Floor talking about Divine Feminine. I never posted it; something was not ready.
I've been a part of Mastering Alchemy (www.masteringalchemy.com) with Jim Self since last month. It is from his teachings I learned about a connection between our personal containment fields and Platonic solids. That inspired me to look further, and that certainly influenced my passion in search for the insights.
I am still getting information about the connection of the sacred geometry and our existence. Meanwhile, look what the world of mathematics offers to us. You don't have to get serious about it; just play, and have fun.
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Johannes Kepler, in his major astronomical work, Mysterium Cosmographicum (The Cosmographic Mystery), published in 1595, speculated that the orbits of the six planets known at the time—Mercury, Venus, Earth, Mars, Jupiter and Saturn—could be arranged in spheres nested around the five Platonic solids: octahedron, icosahedron, dodecahedron, tetrahedron and cube. For the Platonic polyhedra arranged in this order, coinciding circumspheres for a given polyhedron and inspheres for the next polyhedron gave a fair approximation for the relative sizes of planetary orbits around the Sun. Kepler later rejected this model as insufficiently accurate, but it remains as an amusing exercise in solid geometry.
Source: http://demonstrations.wolfram.com/KeplersMysteriumCosmographicum/
"What is going on?" I posed a question looking at a thick cover of the clouds this morning.
"The Earth is under constructions," the report was, and my thoughts went back to the geometry from my dreams.
What are the building blocks?
Two days ago in the post New Land, New Constructions I was talking about triads of words and triangles they create. But what glue is holding those together? What shape are we dealing with? What is the base of that shape?
The "base" feels crucial. I go back to March. On the 21st, I wrote about the floor as the foundation for trust and creation. The next day, I saw a puzzle being resolved into a geometrical shape... but something was still missing.
On March 25th, exactly three months ago, I started a post Pieces of The Puzzle: The Floor talking about Divine Feminine. I never posted it; something was not ready.
I've been a part of Mastering Alchemy (www.masteringalchemy.com) with Jim Self since last month. It is from his teachings I learned about a connection between our personal containment fields and Platonic solids. That inspired me to look further, and that certainly influenced my passion in search for the insights.
I am still getting information about the connection of the sacred geometry and our existence. Meanwhile, look what the world of mathematics offers to us. You don't have to get serious about it; just play, and have fun.
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Johannes Kepler, in his major astronomical work, Mysterium Cosmographicum (The Cosmographic Mystery), published in 1595, speculated that the orbits of the six planets known at the time—Mercury, Venus, Earth, Mars, Jupiter and Saturn—could be arranged in spheres nested around the five Platonic solids: octahedron, icosahedron, dodecahedron, tetrahedron and cube. For the Platonic polyhedra arranged in this order, coinciding circumspheres for a given polyhedron and inspheres for the next polyhedron gave a fair approximation for the relative sizes of planetary orbits around the Sun. Kepler later rejected this model as insufficiently accurate, but it remains as an amusing exercise in solid geometry.
Source: http://demonstrations.wolfram.com/KeplersMysteriumCosmographicum/
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Beauty and The Beast: A Reality's Tale
I was picking beans at a farm this morning when Yulia called. She talked about yesterday's triads and then asked, "What about that fairy tale, The Scarlet Flower*? I keep thinking about it for some reason." I forgot the beans.
The muddy fields of Central Jersey turned into a far-away land - the fairy tale grounds. I saw the true meaning of the tale for the first time...
When I got a chance, I went to Wikipedia to read about the fairy tale. The first thing that struck me was that the main character was named "The Beautiful" for being lovely and pure of heart.
And pure of heart...
What is your take on this tale? Write to me before I post the rest.
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*Russian version of The Beauty and The Beast.
The muddy fields of Central Jersey turned into a far-away land - the fairy tale grounds. I saw the true meaning of the tale for the first time...
When I got a chance, I went to Wikipedia to read about the fairy tale. The first thing that struck me was that the main character was named "The Beautiful" for being lovely and pure of heart.
And pure of heart...
What is your take on this tale? Write to me before I post the rest.
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*Russian version of The Beauty and The Beast.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
New Land, New Constructions
I had a conversation with a friend today, and she asked to make a note here of what we created for future references. Enjoy.
We've been talking about self-sabotage that was mentioned in the June 15th post Competition vs Balance. It has been in her thoughts since, my friend said. I did not feel we need to focus on that, so we moved on... to working with it.
She talked about a triangular construction of words, resistance being a part of it, and the fact that she is looking for a missing part of the geometry. With self-sabotage and self-resistance, the connotation was rather negative. And then, animation started on the mind's virtual screen:
Self-sabotage lost the second part, and the Self effortlessly glided to the top of the pyramid's face. Self-resistance let go of the first part, and Resistance took its assigned post at the left base corner of the construction. The freed Self- shifted to the right one where it found its second half - Love. The triangle was created, and my friend reported a sense of completion of the task.
I looked around. Now, where did the sabotage go? No longer being attached to Self, it simply dissolved. But what happened to the Self? All the light previously hidden by the sabotage is now in a clear sight! What a beauty! What a Light!
The concept of Resistance lost its negative context with the change of its vector: It serves its purpose by defining the boundaries of a healthy personal space and keeping the shape of it from the inside.
The Self-Love is very simply reminds us of being nice to oneself at any moment.
That's where we stopped today. But this triangle reminded me of the one we had built together a few months ago, on January 09.
The triad of the words was: Shine - Relax - Trust.
Inscribed in the triangle there was a circle labeled The Joy of Being, and the the whole construction was contained in the all-encompassing circle The Beauty of All That Is.
Below, there were the following writings:
Trust when you fall apart
Shine when you feel in dark
Relax when you feel burning
This is [a] formula of Soul's life
It is [the] alchemy that is deeply and truly metaphysical
Trust, Relax, Shine.
Till tetrahedron then...
We've been talking about self-sabotage that was mentioned in the June 15th post Competition vs Balance. It has been in her thoughts since, my friend said. I did not feel we need to focus on that, so we moved on... to working with it.
She talked about a triangular construction of words, resistance being a part of it, and the fact that she is looking for a missing part of the geometry. With self-sabotage and self-resistance, the connotation was rather negative. And then, animation started on the mind's virtual screen:
Self-sabotage lost the second part, and the Self effortlessly glided to the top of the pyramid's face. Self-resistance let go of the first part, and Resistance took its assigned post at the left base corner of the construction. The freed Self- shifted to the right one where it found its second half - Love. The triangle was created, and my friend reported a sense of completion of the task.
I looked around. Now, where did the sabotage go? No longer being attached to Self, it simply dissolved. But what happened to the Self? All the light previously hidden by the sabotage is now in a clear sight! What a beauty! What a Light!
The concept of Resistance lost its negative context with the change of its vector: It serves its purpose by defining the boundaries of a healthy personal space and keeping the shape of it from the inside.
The Self-Love is very simply reminds us of being nice to oneself at any moment.
That's where we stopped today. But this triangle reminded me of the one we had built together a few months ago, on January 09.
The triad of the words was: Shine - Relax - Trust.
Inscribed in the triangle there was a circle labeled The Joy of Being, and the the whole construction was contained in the all-encompassing circle The Beauty of All That Is.
Below, there were the following writings:
Trust when you fall apart
Shine when you feel in dark
Relax when you feel burning
This is [a] formula of Soul's life
It is [the] alchemy that is deeply and truly metaphysical
Trust, Relax, Shine.
Till tetrahedron then...
Monday, June 22, 2009
Terra Firma
It is just happens to be a new moon today, on the second day of summer. It is also the first week of summer break for my kids. All the routines are changing. The feeling of newness in the body and in the world is very real.
We are reaching new grounds at the higher dimensions as well. It feels like in order not to hit it too hard our various aspects gradually arrive and align with the path for yet another part of the journey to the Heart.
This land is nothing like we lived on in a physical body before. It is solid, and yet its main characteristic is fluidity. And a whole different set of physical laws describing it. Let's see how it will be reflected by the scientific community. :) It is now all about curiosity and playfulness, ability to change the perspective, and the willingness to see the matter of Light (a very much intended pun).
We are reaching new grounds at the higher dimensions as well. It feels like in order not to hit it too hard our various aspects gradually arrive and align with the path for yet another part of the journey to the Heart.
This land is nothing like we lived on in a physical body before. It is solid, and yet its main characteristic is fluidity. And a whole different set of physical laws describing it. Let's see how it will be reflected by the scientific community. :) It is now all about curiosity and playfulness, ability to change the perspective, and the willingness to see the matter of Light (a very much intended pun).
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Summer Solstice
We've been waiting for this day, the longest day of the year, for the longest time. We had faith - or hope - that it will bring us to a very new reality. Did it though?
I had a very interesting day. It started while we still were watching a movie, Australia. A person recommended it to me back in February. Her suggestion was to watch for a character, a wise man, in a movie. A few months later, I did. And as always, there is a good reason for everything: I would not appreciate it as much then. Now I am not only grateful for the recommendation, but for a lesson that comes with it. The movie is not about supernatural power, or a wise man. It is about a woman - one woman who changes lives of many on the entire continent by changing her view on her own life. It is after all a story about magic, a magic of love that makes people invincible even in the time of war, and that withstands the greatest evil ever - the fear of love. The movie clearly continued the theme started the day before.
Yesterday, when we went with my little one to Barnes & Nobles to get books for his summer reading, a paperback jumped from a shelf into my hands. The Awakening, I read, by Kate Chopin. The title was on target, but so what? I turned the book and read the back cover... The book made it home with me. The reason was very simple: someone was daring enough to write on the subject one hundred years ago! And I've been dreadful to make progress with my book, fearful of being too frank about people's awakening now, when it is so real!
Both, the movie and the book, are telling me the same: at the end, the only thing you own is your story. "I try to live a good one," a character in Australia said. But by writing, I can live as many stories as I can imagine! And believe me, my stories give me real power, unlike illusions many walk in for ages. However, none is better then the other, for it is a free choice for anyone.
Back to the solstice, that took place this morning at 1:45 a.m. EDT. Because of the length of the movie, I was still up for the long awaited moment. It was powerful. And once again, I felt that what we do, the biggest and most important steps, take place in our everyday life, often unnoticed. We do not notice them because we rarely live in a moment awaiting an extraordinary event that will change something for us - we hope. Yet, we know that the changes source from the heart, and all the heart knows is one single moment of eternity. Feel it?
Today was a special day. And if you had hoped that everything would change today at 1:45 a.m. - have faith that it did. It is up to you (free choice!) how and when it will manifest in your life. Remember: allow, not control, take your time, and accept your Self unconditionally. Welcome Hope, Charity, and Faith into your life, for those sisters are all powerful indeed.
Happy Summer!
I had a very interesting day. It started while we still were watching a movie, Australia. A person recommended it to me back in February. Her suggestion was to watch for a character, a wise man, in a movie. A few months later, I did. And as always, there is a good reason for everything: I would not appreciate it as much then. Now I am not only grateful for the recommendation, but for a lesson that comes with it. The movie is not about supernatural power, or a wise man. It is about a woman - one woman who changes lives of many on the entire continent by changing her view on her own life. It is after all a story about magic, a magic of love that makes people invincible even in the time of war, and that withstands the greatest evil ever - the fear of love. The movie clearly continued the theme started the day before.
Yesterday, when we went with my little one to Barnes & Nobles to get books for his summer reading, a paperback jumped from a shelf into my hands. The Awakening, I read, by Kate Chopin. The title was on target, but so what? I turned the book and read the back cover... The book made it home with me. The reason was very simple: someone was daring enough to write on the subject one hundred years ago! And I've been dreadful to make progress with my book, fearful of being too frank about people's awakening now, when it is so real!
Both, the movie and the book, are telling me the same: at the end, the only thing you own is your story. "I try to live a good one," a character in Australia said. But by writing, I can live as many stories as I can imagine! And believe me, my stories give me real power, unlike illusions many walk in for ages. However, none is better then the other, for it is a free choice for anyone.
Back to the solstice, that took place this morning at 1:45 a.m. EDT. Because of the length of the movie, I was still up for the long awaited moment. It was powerful. And once again, I felt that what we do, the biggest and most important steps, take place in our everyday life, often unnoticed. We do not notice them because we rarely live in a moment awaiting an extraordinary event that will change something for us - we hope. Yet, we know that the changes source from the heart, and all the heart knows is one single moment of eternity. Feel it?
Today was a special day. And if you had hoped that everything would change today at 1:45 a.m. - have faith that it did. It is up to you (free choice!) how and when it will manifest in your life. Remember: allow, not control, take your time, and accept your Self unconditionally. Welcome Hope, Charity, and Faith into your life, for those sisters are all powerful indeed.
Happy Summer!
Saturday, June 20, 2009
The Dance
/in the rhythm of Salsa/
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June 19, 2009
Princeton, NJ
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ISBN-13: 978-1475286663
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June 19, 2009
Princeton, NJ
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***This piece is no longer available here. It now appears as a part of a collection Orange Wings: Poetry of The Shift in digital and printed formats.
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Publisher: com.Unity; 1 edition (April 1, 2012)
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ISBN-13: 978-1475286663
ISBN-10: 147528666X
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Friday, June 19, 2009
New Life
This morning as I was organizing my kitchen to accommodate an Omega juicer, my new green cocktail tool, I found an old fortune teller. I do not have a habit to keep those, so I was curious what it had to say to me.
"Read through your old papers and you will find a new idea."
I obeyed. Effortlessly, I came upon my orange notebook, the one I was writing into from last August and 'till March. It opened on a page dated November 20, 2008. What a surprise. And as for majority of the entries, I have not read this one since, and I had no idea what it was about then. It took those seven (what is the true power of this number after all?) months to allow the truth to shine its light on Who We Are. It is rather blinding for the rational mind though. Hopefully...
November 20, 2008
"2011. It is here. Wow. It feels amazingly good. The true beginning of a true world, a world that is true to its nature. What a bliss in the multiverse created by this new world, created by human beings in a single universe, on a single planet - Earth as we know it. Please allow for the greatest celebration to be carried along - today and every day. What a wonderful world indeed. Congratulations! Today the world - your world - shares a birthday with you. Please accept that gift along with consciously knowing that everyone celebrate you and your role in this world. Enjoy. Yes, we have a lot to say. And we say: just feel it."
I flipped the page. A different energy, a different style (this one I feel I may edit - unlike the previous page). Yet, both evoke the same feeling of happiness and certainty.
November 21, 2008
"Three days of celebration. Feels wonderful. May this feeling live in me every day. And so it is. Everything that temporarily may pull me aside from my golden middle, disturb my balance within is recognized as temporary and external to my soul, thus not mine and as such having no power. I am the one all powerful in my life. I am the one making decisions and enjoying every moment of my life. I am the one bridging physical and metaphysical. Is it bringing my ideas and the findings from other sources to the scientists, or vice versa? Both ways. And both are equally important. It is when they meet in the middle of the bridge and recognize each other as a mere reflection of self, the gap between two sides will disappear, and with it will the need for the bridge itself. That completes the mission, and begins the totally new life of Love and Beauty."
Compiled with the last week communications about the bridge, that completes a picture: It is a totally new life for humanity. Happy Birthday - every Today, to every One!
Mt. Rose, Reno, Nevada, May 31, 2009.
"Read through your old papers and you will find a new idea."
I obeyed. Effortlessly, I came upon my orange notebook, the one I was writing into from last August and 'till March. It opened on a page dated November 20, 2008. What a surprise. And as for majority of the entries, I have not read this one since, and I had no idea what it was about then. It took those seven (what is the true power of this number after all?) months to allow the truth to shine its light on Who We Are. It is rather blinding for the rational mind though. Hopefully...
November 20, 2008
"2011. It is here. Wow. It feels amazingly good. The true beginning of a true world, a world that is true to its nature. What a bliss in the multiverse created by this new world, created by human beings in a single universe, on a single planet - Earth as we know it. Please allow for the greatest celebration to be carried along - today and every day. What a wonderful world indeed. Congratulations! Today the world - your world - shares a birthday with you. Please accept that gift along with consciously knowing that everyone celebrate you and your role in this world. Enjoy. Yes, we have a lot to say. And we say: just feel it."
I flipped the page. A different energy, a different style (this one I feel I may edit - unlike the previous page). Yet, both evoke the same feeling of happiness and certainty.
November 21, 2008
"Three days of celebration. Feels wonderful. May this feeling live in me every day. And so it is. Everything that temporarily may pull me aside from my golden middle, disturb my balance within is recognized as temporary and external to my soul, thus not mine and as such having no power. I am the one all powerful in my life. I am the one making decisions and enjoying every moment of my life. I am the one bridging physical and metaphysical. Is it bringing my ideas and the findings from other sources to the scientists, or vice versa? Both ways. And both are equally important. It is when they meet in the middle of the bridge and recognize each other as a mere reflection of self, the gap between two sides will disappear, and with it will the need for the bridge itself. That completes the mission, and begins the totally new life of Love and Beauty."
Compiled with the last week communications about the bridge, that completes a picture: It is a totally new life for humanity. Happy Birthday - every Today, to every One!
Mt. Rose, Reno, Nevada, May 31, 2009.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
The Fall of the Default World
What a week! Many questions - and just one fact for an answer: There are no longer any reference points. It is our new reality, and we have a choice to get used to it, or to start analyzing what is wrong with us and the world. For our rational mind, this still looks like a choice.
To reflect deeper on what we - all of us - are going through, I'll take several steps, for it is important to take time now days. All I want to say today is that we are witnessing the Fall of the Default World. Thus, we may notice sense of void where reference points used to be, can feel rather strange on physical and emotional levels, and may perceive things that we used to do routinely as boring and even unsuitable to us.
The truth is that all that does not bring joy to our lives, anything that does not make our hearts sing happily, shall go now. No choice. :)
McCloud Middle Falls, Mt. Shasta, CA, June 4, 2009.
(The camera's rotation is somewhat reflective of what our efforts to cling to the old reference points create for us. Yet the water flow is just so powerful and clear. And when you shift your focus, you may see a sonogram here...)
To reflect deeper on what we - all of us - are going through, I'll take several steps, for it is important to take time now days. All I want to say today is that we are witnessing the Fall of the Default World. Thus, we may notice sense of void where reference points used to be, can feel rather strange on physical and emotional levels, and may perceive things that we used to do routinely as boring and even unsuitable to us.
The truth is that all that does not bring joy to our lives, anything that does not make our hearts sing happily, shall go now. No choice. :)
McCloud Middle Falls, Mt. Shasta, CA, June 4, 2009.
(The camera's rotation is somewhat reflective of what our efforts to cling to the old reference points create for us. Yet the water flow is just so powerful and clear. And when you shift your focus, you may see a sonogram here...)
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
H-OM-e
Just look at that (the words have the same meaning in both languages):
H-OM-e /English/
Д-ОМ /Russian/
It never occurred to me that the sound OM actually brings as home... until Jim talked about the fifth dimension's vibration at the frequency of OM. I was singing just that right before the world went blank for me about a year ago, and a car accident appeared in the 3-D reality. Another piece of this multi-dimensional puzzle!
Among many realizations today, one brought both clarity and piece to my mind (to the different parts of it though). Today completes a week of building the bridge (see June 11), and something feels different now. We are succeeding in creating the bridge home - to the Heart.
H-OM-e /English/
Д-ОМ /Russian/
It never occurred to me that the sound OM actually brings as home... until Jim talked about the fifth dimension's vibration at the frequency of OM. I was singing just that right before the world went blank for me about a year ago, and a car accident appeared in the 3-D reality. Another piece of this multi-dimensional puzzle!
Among many realizations today, one brought both clarity and piece to my mind (to the different parts of it though). Today completes a week of building the bridge (see June 11), and something feels different now. We are succeeding in creating the bridge home - to the Heart.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Competition vs Balance
I feel I have to talk about competition again. Why? There is no answer, for it was not I think but I feel. Do you feel the difference?
The rational mind has less and less answers these days. Hopefully, it will slow down on the questions soon. And within that silence, we will be able to see better. Indeed, we often talk about seeing in reference to different ways of getting information, not necessarily the ability to see with our eyes. And as such, our self trust becomes crucial as we receive and discern more and more information in a non-habitual way.
The role our ego plays in this process is not a small one. And whilst a balance ego is a great helper in trusting self (and living with an open heart), we simply cannot find a point of trust when the ego is unbalanced. [...]
I started to write the above on June 13, but stopped mid-sentence. I no longer want to talk about competition and self sabotage - as well as other attributes of the old way of living. Why not to simply move into the balance of joy of being, instantly? We can be happy - without a need to be better than someone else - here and now. All we need is to stay in the ME space at any moment. What a blessing!
The rational mind has less and less answers these days. Hopefully, it will slow down on the questions soon. And within that silence, we will be able to see better. Indeed, we often talk about seeing in reference to different ways of getting information, not necessarily the ability to see with our eyes. And as such, our self trust becomes crucial as we receive and discern more and more information in a non-habitual way.
The role our ego plays in this process is not a small one. And whilst a balance ego is a great helper in trusting self (and living with an open heart), we simply cannot find a point of trust when the ego is unbalanced. [...]
I started to write the above on June 13, but stopped mid-sentence. I no longer want to talk about competition and self sabotage - as well as other attributes of the old way of living. Why not to simply move into the balance of joy of being, instantly? We can be happy - without a need to be better than someone else - here and now. All we need is to stay in the ME space at any moment. What a blessing!
Evolution
Yet kids can be serious, too - when they do what their hearts really enjoy. Music is one of the strings that makes this 15-year-old heart sing, whether it is Jazz (photographed by Luba Roitman during a performance at Manhattan School of Music, New York, April 2008), or Classical (after a WWP HSS Orchestra Festival, May 2009). He is by far my greatest teacher.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Are You Having Fun Today?
What are you doing for fun today? Please take this question seriously, and get even more serious. No smiling. So, what have you done today just for fun? Think about what you might enjoy doing, and then... stop thinking: do it! The only condition is: it has to bring that smile back to your face.
Friday, June 12, 2009
The Power of Seven /in Russian/
I decided to start reflecting on our Nevada-California trip with a post in Russian. There were seven of us, and all have similar heritage. So, for those who understand the two languages - enjoy!
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Я решила начать описывать свои впечатления о поездке в Неваду и Калифорнию со стихотворения. Оно пришло по-русски, пришло накануне, точнее, за несколько часов до того, как мы предстали перед горой Шаста - святой горой на севере Калифорнии. На горе все еще лежал снег, а над вершиной представали взору чечевичные облака - как с фотографий на сети. Но нам еще предстояло ощутить на себе все волшебство этого места.
Нас было семеро: семь женщин из России и Украины. Перед этой поездкой мы не все знали друг друга. По крайней мере, мы так думали. А оказалось, что мы изначально были сестрами (но для этого нам придется отправиться в Лемурию, так что в другой раз).
А пока - мы всего лишь день как все вместе. Но шестеро из нас уже провели этот день в одной машине на пути из Рино, Невада, к Шасте. И мы готовимся...
Стохотворение пришло как дуновение ветра на горе: я не могла проигнорировать его, несмотря на время. Записав, я просто решила, что подумаю об этом завтра (вот именно, как Скарлетт из Унесенных Ветром). А с утра мой контролер, отметив все "неправильности", строго вынес приговор: "Не годится!"
Но я была не одна, и когда мы вместе слушали эти слова, то почувствовали, что это про нас и для нас. А конструкции и концепции не важны. Поэтому я и решила с вами поделиться: Мы учимся отпускать все суждения и мнения из прошлого с тем, чтобы научиться слышать и чувствовать от чистого сердца.
Моим дорогим Сестрам посвящается... Спасибо, что вы есть!!!
* * *
Что день грядущий мне готовит?
Любовь ли сердца трепет ловит?
Или гонимая молвой
Несу я в гору крест не свой?
Что люди сделать с нами смогут
В той жизни, где равны мы Богу,
Там, где сравнялись мы с Мечтой
На белизне вершины той?
Подумай сам, прими, поверь:
Ведь мы уже раскрыли дверь.
В том сердце, где спала любовь,
Бурлит оранжевая кровь.
Когда ж по мнению других
Поедет крыша у троих,
Мы соберем команду больше:
Нас станет семь, и станет проще.
Прощать друг друга научив,
Подхватим сами тот мотив,
Что сердца песнею зовется
И с легкостью на землю льется.
Перевернув страницу вновь,
Опять начнем мы про любовь.
И та, что песнею зовется,
Нам светом радости вернется.
Друзья мои, давайте жить!
Давайте верить и любить!
Нам правда выпало немало -
Давайте жить не как попало.
Возьмем три слова мы с собой,
И день начнем сейчас другой.
Мы скажем: Мы готовы, правда,
Всей гибкостью обтечь все "надо".
Семь женщин - с нами не шути,
Будь мудр - отойди с пути.
С любовью мы летим вперед,
И небо славит наш полет.
Добавить можно здесь, друзья,
Что всех люблю сегодня я.
В глаза здесь каждому взглянув,
Решимся жить, любить, и ... пуф!
06-03-09, 2:13 a.m.
Mt. Shasta, CA
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Я решила начать описывать свои впечатления о поездке в Неваду и Калифорнию со стихотворения. Оно пришло по-русски, пришло накануне, точнее, за несколько часов до того, как мы предстали перед горой Шаста - святой горой на севере Калифорнии. На горе все еще лежал снег, а над вершиной представали взору чечевичные облака - как с фотографий на сети. Но нам еще предстояло ощутить на себе все волшебство этого места.
Нас было семеро: семь женщин из России и Украины. Перед этой поездкой мы не все знали друг друга. По крайней мере, мы так думали. А оказалось, что мы изначально были сестрами (но для этого нам придется отправиться в Лемурию, так что в другой раз).
А пока - мы всего лишь день как все вместе. Но шестеро из нас уже провели этот день в одной машине на пути из Рино, Невада, к Шасте. И мы готовимся...
Стохотворение пришло как дуновение ветра на горе: я не могла проигнорировать его, несмотря на время. Записав, я просто решила, что подумаю об этом завтра (вот именно, как Скарлетт из Унесенных Ветром). А с утра мой контролер, отметив все "неправильности", строго вынес приговор: "Не годится!"
Но я была не одна, и когда мы вместе слушали эти слова, то почувствовали, что это про нас и для нас. А конструкции и концепции не важны. Поэтому я и решила с вами поделиться: Мы учимся отпускать все суждения и мнения из прошлого с тем, чтобы научиться слышать и чувствовать от чистого сердца.
Моим дорогим Сестрам посвящается... Спасибо, что вы есть!!!
* * *
Что день грядущий мне готовит?
Любовь ли сердца трепет ловит?
Или гонимая молвой
Несу я в гору крест не свой?
Что люди сделать с нами смогут
В той жизни, где равны мы Богу,
Там, где сравнялись мы с Мечтой
На белизне вершины той?
Подумай сам, прими, поверь:
Ведь мы уже раскрыли дверь.
В том сердце, где спала любовь,
Бурлит оранжевая кровь.
Когда ж по мнению других
Поедет крыша у троих,
Мы соберем команду больше:
Нас станет семь, и станет проще.
Прощать друг друга научив,
Подхватим сами тот мотив,
Что сердца песнею зовется
И с легкостью на землю льется.
Перевернув страницу вновь,
Опять начнем мы про любовь.
И та, что песнею зовется,
Нам светом радости вернется.
Друзья мои, давайте жить!
Давайте верить и любить!
Нам правда выпало немало -
Давайте жить не как попало.
Возьмем три слова мы с собой,
И день начнем сейчас другой.
Мы скажем: Мы готовы, правда,
Всей гибкостью обтечь все "надо".
Семь женщин - с нами не шути,
Будь мудр - отойди с пути.
С любовью мы летим вперед,
И небо славит наш полет.
Добавить можно здесь, друзья,
Что всех люблю сегодня я.
В глаза здесь каждому взглянув,
Решимся жить, любить, и ... пуф!
06-03-09, 2:13 a.m.
Mt. Shasta, CA
Thursday, June 11, 2009
A Bridge Into The Heart
There are a lot of questions these days about our feelings. What is going on with us? Why is it so hard to go anywhere or to do anything? Why all that we want to do is to sleep, or even cry?
Yes, we have a lot of emotional and physical blockage accumulated over a lo-o-o-ong period of time that is clearing as we become who we really are. Peeling off layer by layer requires a little bit of patience - and a lot of loving care for one Self.
As our bodies change frequencies - on a very much physical, measurable scale - we are becoming the Light that We Are. What we feel are the side effects. So, what's new? A-ha! That's the point: The whole process is totally new, for this time we are actually restructuring our bodies. For those who understand (or accept, which is the same), we are capable now of visiting places in a physical body. It is a completely new territory for us. Welcome!
Meanwhile, it is helpful to understand that the desire to do less and to sleep more simply assists us in creating a nurturing environment for our new state of being. We can also help the transition by creating more situations where the four of our bodies - physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual - are in mutual agreement and in alignment with one's higher Self. For that, we can do anything that, firstly, we enjoy, and that also quiet our analyst. Only you know what it is. A list can include, for instance, yoga, martial arts, sport games, dancing, love making. Yes, all of those are grounding tools as well, and that's what we do: We ground the Light into the physical, simultaneously bringing the physical into the realms of higher vibrations. Afterward, it is one process: We are building a Bridge between duality and Oneness.
The most important message is that your every effort to support and love your being is a big step forward for all. (Oops! I forgot to warn you to put asleep your rationalist before reading any further! Just do it now.) And every effort made from the heart is truly effortless. Try it on (while your analyst is [hopefully] asleep). What's proved to be extremely helpful for me is to wear playful, to have fun, and to focus on ME. I'm learning it while Mastering Alchemy with Jim Self. No, I did not know it before. Yes, I heard about it, but all I used to be was serious and responsible for every one around me. You wonder how ME got missing then? But that was a different reality altogether.
As we allow a shift from judgment to discernment, from protectiveness and control to unconditional love and respect, from a habitual focus on everything around us [that goes or might go wrong] on to a very peaceful place called me, we lay the building blocks of the beautiful Bridge we co-create together. And it is the first time a bridge is build not from where we are to some place, but outside in, toward our hearts.
Thank you for keeping your Heart in focus and in joy!
Yes, we have a lot of emotional and physical blockage accumulated over a lo-o-o-ong period of time that is clearing as we become who we really are. Peeling off layer by layer requires a little bit of patience - and a lot of loving care for one Self.
As our bodies change frequencies - on a very much physical, measurable scale - we are becoming the Light that We Are. What we feel are the side effects. So, what's new? A-ha! That's the point: The whole process is totally new, for this time we are actually restructuring our bodies. For those who understand (or accept, which is the same), we are capable now of visiting places in a physical body. It is a completely new territory for us. Welcome!
Meanwhile, it is helpful to understand that the desire to do less and to sleep more simply assists us in creating a nurturing environment for our new state of being. We can also help the transition by creating more situations where the four of our bodies - physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual - are in mutual agreement and in alignment with one's higher Self. For that, we can do anything that, firstly, we enjoy, and that also quiet our analyst. Only you know what it is. A list can include, for instance, yoga, martial arts, sport games, dancing, love making. Yes, all of those are grounding tools as well, and that's what we do: We ground the Light into the physical, simultaneously bringing the physical into the realms of higher vibrations. Afterward, it is one process: We are building a Bridge between duality and Oneness.
The most important message is that your every effort to support and love your being is a big step forward for all. (Oops! I forgot to warn you to put asleep your rationalist before reading any further! Just do it now.) And every effort made from the heart is truly effortless. Try it on (while your analyst is [hopefully] asleep). What's proved to be extremely helpful for me is to wear playful, to have fun, and to focus on ME. I'm learning it while Mastering Alchemy with Jim Self. No, I did not know it before. Yes, I heard about it, but all I used to be was serious and responsible for every one around me. You wonder how ME got missing then? But that was a different reality altogether.
As we allow a shift from judgment to discernment, from protectiveness and control to unconditional love and respect, from a habitual focus on everything around us [that goes or might go wrong] on to a very peaceful place called me, we lay the building blocks of the beautiful Bridge we co-create together. And it is the first time a bridge is build not from where we are to some place, but outside in, toward our hearts.
Thank you for keeping your Heart in focus and in joy!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Becoming Who We Really Are
In a very interesting way I found a reflection of the last three posts here... on a June page of my wall calendar. It is a beautiful Mandala art calendar that I use for very practical purposes; hence, no time to read what it says beyond what is the next activity to drive the kids to. However, with a little shift in attention today, I came a long way and discovered the following message for the month of June:
BECOMING WHO WE REALLY ARE
Dive into the Heart with all your attention and remember the truth of Being.
We have another three weeks to complete the task: Take your time to enjoy your true Self!
BECOMING WHO WE REALLY ARE
Dive into the Heart with all your attention and remember the truth of Being.
We have another three weeks to complete the task: Take your time to enjoy your true Self!
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Paying Attention
How much does paying attention pay off? Just take a look at what you might have under your foot on a daily basis. This free advice inscribed on a car brakes can save you a lot of time in your life that you can then spend in Joy. Just push - and let go.
Monday, June 8, 2009
A Reminder
We are there. With all the excitement of the new reality, and with all the frustration of the old illusions, here is an important and timely reminder:
Stewart Springs, Mt. Shasta, CA, June 4, 2009.
The bridges can be clearly seen, the flow of life brings music into our hearts, and the Oneness is illuminated with pure love of All That Is. Don't forget to slow down and enjoy every moment of this truly special time. Everything is up to you now - absolutely no competition exists in the Heart.
Stewart Springs, Mt. Shasta, CA, June 4, 2009.
The bridges can be clearly seen, the flow of life brings music into our hearts, and the Oneness is illuminated with pure love of All That Is. Don't forget to slow down and enjoy every moment of this truly special time. Everything is up to you now - absolutely no competition exists in the Heart.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Terra Nova
Wow! & Oops! And everything in-between... Do you feel how much had taken place in the past month?
There is indeed a lot to integrate, and to allow the experiences to be transformed into words. Yet even today I can say that I am very different from what I thought about me just a few days ago. As such, the world is different altogether for me. I feel that a promise of New Earth is our today's reality: Terra Nova is real for me.
How about you?
Nova is born; Emerald Bay, Lake Tahoe, CA; June 5, 2009
There is indeed a lot to integrate, and to allow the experiences to be transformed into words. Yet even today I can say that I am very different from what I thought about me just a few days ago. As such, the world is different altogether for me. I feel that a promise of New Earth is our today's reality: Terra Nova is real for me.
How about you?
Nova is born; Emerald Bay, Lake Tahoe, CA; June 5, 2009
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