Today's Skies: Wings to Hands

They said this morning:

"We are stepping back now. That does not mean we are not going to help - just ask. But the game is in your hands."

Do we allow ourselves to be Who We Are fully and in joy? Then, the Life will be what it was created to be: Peace, Balance, and Harmony.

Thank you for being Who You Are.

Ascension

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Shifting Personal Focus With The Shift

There is much going on these days on the levels where we cannot see nor comprehend it rationally. We feel it nevertheless, and it makes us confused more and more often. So instead of trying to make sense of it in the physical body, look at it from the I AM point of view. With the changes your dense bodies are going through, you deserve your own respect and kindness. Be patient, and choose what to focus upon with care.

If you choose to read the messages below, please treat them as perfume or essential oils: Allow them entrance you senses letting go of the need to know the ingredients.  Just remember: If you are reading it, it is about you and for you.

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November 27, 2009
Moscow, Russia
1:25 AM

Dear Beloved,

It is I, master Kuthumi, willing to talk to you right now to tell you something you shall never forget. This is of such urgency and importance that I asked you out of bed, and asked you to write it down so you can never think over what I said and change the meaning, or forget.

Earth is New now. Earth has graduated into a Star now as we speak. (Yes, you have had this information already; nevertheless, listen carefully). Earth has evolved into a star with all the humanity with it. No, we did not expect it to happen. No, we are not just surprised - we are astonished by what you, our Ambassadors on the planet, have achieved. Bravo.

T: All the Kingdoms?

Worry not. They are just where you are. Remember we spoke of the Unified Field of Oneness? Here we are; have never been closer to that since the fall of unified consciousness. Welcome! We say, to All.

We love you beyond words.
We love you.

Remember:
You are Love.
You are Light.
You are Soul.

Enjoy.

T: Thank you, your majesty!

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December 2, 2009
Princeton, NJ
6:06 PM ET

Dear Beloved,

It is I, Zadkiel, speaking to you to let you know of the deeds you've been asking about.

Yes, the humanity is home like we said. However, it does not mean that everyone will consciously realize where they are now. It also is according to the plan. Everything is in perfect and divine order - always.

You are who you are.

T: What does it mean?

You do not need to comprehend it - feel it.

With much love form the Heart.

Do Question, Not Doubt

Based on feedback about the latest posts, I have a question for you: Why do you think I am sharing conversations with AA and Masters with you? So you know I hear voices in my head? Or because of the information you cannot find elsewhere? Or to make sure I no longer have to worry about holiday shopping for I have no friends left to give to?

Let's make it simple: I have a very clear reason for doing what I am doing. My passion - as well as my biggest ambition - is for You to trust yourself enough to ASK the questions you have, to stay still to ALLOW receiving your answers right where your questions were asked, and to remember the Light That You Are.

You have the same connections as anyone else around You. True, we might be from different Soul Families, and it only adds to the Beauty of All That Is. But we are all connected to the Source, and it is only matter of learning how to use it. It builds inner trust, and that in turn adds to your well-being. Sharing the experience helps to ease the process, and realize the joy of it; it helps me, you, and everyone else.

Inner Peace

I am seeking inner peace. It feels like I need clarity, but what is a "need"? If you are in need, it is already not seeing clearly, for we are surrounded with unconditional love and abundance at any given moment - but only when we remember that there is nothing but that single moment of being.

I AM Love. I AM Soul. I AM Light. I AM That I AM...

What is it that I am seeking again??

I Am Love. I Am Light. I AM.

Fun!

November 19, 2009
P.S. Seems to be as relevant today as it was the day I wrote it down. Perhaps, at a different level; perhaps, much lighter :)

12-12

It is yet another special day today for at least a couple of reasons (just find your own and enjoy), and I asked the AA and Ascended Masters to tell us what is the single most important thing we can do these days. I am ready:

Hello Dear Ones! We greet you today with our blessings from the Heart. We are really impressed with what you are doing these days in your physical bodies: You should see it from our point of view! Impressive, magnificent, brilliant: those would be just a few words we can use. But more than the words can say, we would like you to feel our appreciation and gratitude for your effort. You are actually learning how to live with ease, stay in balance most of the time, what the joy of being is, and even how to allow us to help you! Wow! And we love to laugh with you.

So, our gift to You - all of you and every one of You - is to laugh together. Make it fun, make it joy, make it worth living in a physical body by laughing in the greatest joy of all - knowing Who You Are and allowing others to see it.

We love you - and laughing with you - beyond words. Happy Holidays, Beloveds!

Allowing (continues)

A Conversation with Master Kuthumi
October 25, 2009
On a plane, MSP - EWR, after Mastering Alchemy Midterm Weekend

Let me start by saying that your work as a group this weekend was expansive and deserves a high praise. It is a human feeling to block a high praise, at least partially: Do not. It serves you as an indicator that you are on the right path. Your role in ascension of this planet no longer has a room for pseudo-modesty.

All the Kingdoms that are closely watching your work - and play - are excited beyond words, for your conscious creation unmistakeably shows the direction you as humanity have chosen. We Are going to be One. Once again, diversity will be a true blessing.

It is imperative on this chosen path that you stay focused [within] and be consciously connected with the Infinite. Do not be attached to words, concepts, ideas - be flexible, and be solid in Who You Are. The world outside of that will start to dissolve, and you have a chance to stay with it [i.e., not to ascend]. This is why you should clearly understand that your importance is not in this dissolving world, but in the real one.

Allowing

Today's theme is allowing, and the concept seems to apply to everything I experience these days. Thus, I finally decided to allow myself to share latest conversations with AA and Ascended Masters. In essence, all of them have the same message for us: Allow yourself to remember Who You Are.

In the beginning of the conversation below, Master Kuthumi asked to follow your feelings precisely while listening to the message. And just a reminder that these shared conversations are addressed to you. There indeed exist parts that are personal, and I keep those for myself. Enjoy the light behind the words.


A Conversation with Master Kuthumi
October 23, 2009
On a plane, EWR - MSP

I am to talk to you today about your not-so-distant in your future Path, for it is instrumental that You understand fully and limitlessly that Who You Are and what your intentions in the process are. (Do not be concerned with the phrasing, please; concentrate on the inner feeling).

That Who You Are determines what You are doing next. And that "next" is not your logical next step. It is a transformational change that will lead to opening of the conscious mind to the picture of the Infinite. Yes.

You see, what you could conceive before with your "oh-so-logical" (your words :)) mind is nothing in terms the Infinite "operates" with. It was essential nevertheless to get to the point where you allowed your limit-ness to allow imagining its infiniteness. That is/was the starting point.

Now, you keep thinking about the Rays and its relation to the Archetypes [in human subconscious]. There is indeed a relation. It is not relevant however to our path. Humanity will allow those to be replaced by the underlying aspects created with Light in assistance of the Rays. Good enough? Yes, indeed, You have to focus on what is ahead, and not what is to be left behind. Keep your intentional focus, and feel it getting stronger every human day.

We are stepping back now, for you need some breathing in a silenced mind space. Enjoy. We love you beyond words.

A Place for Certainty

With the latest wild weather swiping over the continent, yesterday's communication about staying in a still point makes even more sense. The facts do not though.

My husband called this morning from Santa Barbara, CA, with a question of how much snow have we gotten in New Jersey.

"What snow? It is 50 degree, and we are flooded!"

It was his turn to be surprised:

"It was near freezing point in Santa Barbara last night," he reported...

Still looking for certain order of things in this new world? It is certainly different, and all is well. Just be certain about what brings joy to your life, and stay in your heart. That is where you find the stillness of that of a hurricane's eye, and the certainty of your well-being.

On Staying Still

From Master Kuthumi:

Staying still, my dear, is something that once mastered will bring you the clarity to see what the world truly is and, as a result, what You are made of. (A soft smile).

Staying still is as important in your everyday life (and survival) as it is for the deep understanding of your path. Stay still and listen attentively; do not chase visions or insights of any rational sort, and do not seek logical explanations. Yes, your train of thoughts about "not thinking" from your various trainings is right on target. Your target is to let go, and let go with ease. Instead of falling over you'll gain balance this way. But you have to release any tension first. Just remember: anything you do, do with ease and joy. Find your smile, and keep it in your heart at all times: It will show. Yes, that is exactly what you feel now. Well done. Now you can go (a smile) and be who You Are: You are Light, You are Love, You are Soul. And we love you beyond words.

A Simple Paradox of Today's Living

"If you allow yourself to think for one moment of the paradoxes, contradictions and logical difficulties involved, you will be lost. The movie supports no objective thought", critic Roger Ebert, Chicago Sun-Times, wrote in his review about The Time Traveler's Wife. How is the concept different from our real life? And what do I do with it?

Every time a feeling of loosing the grounds of logical thinking comes over, I remind myself of a simple truth of being: Living with ease, in balance, and in-joy. It works.

And as for the movie, it made perfect sense to my senses. :)

A Step

It's that step that you do despite [fill in your habitual thought about self] that takes you to the top. Ready? Action!

Путешествие к Себе /On the Journey to a Personal Discovery, in Russian/

С благодарностью и любовью всем моим дорогим Москвичам: От всего сердца спасибо за то, что вы есть!

В Москве одиннадцать часов
Сгустились тучи
Упрямо-сер небес покров
Ноябрь тягучий.

Толпясь, людей поток в метро
Не замечает,
Что время новое пришло -
И не до чая.

На кухне долго обсуждать,
Что кризис прочит,
Со страхом "завтра" ожидать
Нет больше мочи.

Сегодня небо отразит
Тот свет, что льется
Из сердца каждого: в Москву
Вернется солнце.

Задумчиво лучом скользнув
По колокольням,
Припомнит солнце, где пошло
Путем окольным.

С улыбкой смотрит Михаил
На возрожденье,
И сообщает Гавриил
О пробужденьи.

Архангелы с небес глядят,
Прозрачны тучи.
Для взгляда нового на мир
Пермит получен.


Утихло все. Огни не спят
В Москве уставшей.
Зари с надеждой ждем. Наш взгляд -
На настоящем.

Да будет Свет. Да будет Дух.
Любовь - да будет.
Всё, что мы есть обретши вдруг
Уж не забудем.

Вот и пришли... Но нет конца
Пути Вселенной:
Поэму город написал,
И всё вам честно рассказал
Он вдохновенно.

25 ноября 2009 г.
Москва

Cosmic Love: A Boolean Wink

An open heart/mind is the portal to the universe.
- Kaho Koinuma, Sacred Mandalas of the Heart, Cosmic Love

DO
    Read the statement above
UNTIL
    Get it
END DO :)

Happy Thanks-Giving!

I am wishing you happy Thanksgiving in advance, for I am traveling until after the holidays. I am to ask you to use the time wisely, focus on your inner feelings, take a good care of yourself, and create a space of gratitude and kindness around you.

What we have experienced in the last few days was simply a lot. If you feel tired, it is for a reason slightly different then the usual office-home tasks. Detail aside, just let yourself rest and make sure to have plenty of Joy. Smile often, and smile from your heart.

Last but not least, I want to thank you all for your wonderful wishes! I'll take them with me as I am celebrating my birthday some thousands feet above Atlantic Ocean. Fun!

With much love from the Heart,
T

On Clarity

From Angelic Realm:
Clarity is quality of life for you right now. Clarify every aspect of your life slowly and diligently, and you will attain Peace. We are of great help to You - just ask.

From Animal Kingdom:
Clarity is something we live with, so we do not know how to describe it from the outside of such beingness. Welcome!

From Elementals:
For Fairies, clarity is lightness. For Elves, clarity is truth. For Minerals, clarity is virtue.

From Darlings:
Clarity for us is nothing like seeing with your eyes with the aid of light. Clarity is seeing with the heart, and we see You.

From Ascended Masters:
It is I, Kuthumi, who is speaking to you today to answer your silent question of where you are now and where you are going next. Sensing the changes is clarity; anticipating the changes is vanity. All you really must do is to live with your heart open. That is your trust, truth, and clarity.

You keep asking questions: that is not how clarity is to be attained. Stay still, and be quiet. You can move a lot as a physical being, but remain still inside at all times. A great energy, and a giant potential is yours once you master to remain still, to keep your Clarity within  - no ripples.

November 4, 2009

The Next Step

A Conversation with Archangels and Master Kuthumi on 11-11-2009


Please note that each and every "you" below is intended for You personally - iff it resonates with You.

Q: Please talk to me and show me my next step. Thank you.

A: With the free choice you have, it is up to you, and you know that.

Now, there is that that you know, and that that you want to hear - and there is a gap in between. On your next step you can choose to close this gap not by seeking some knowing but by allowing that knowledge to come to you. Yes, you have to be masterfully still in your [higher] heart-mind merged [point] for that.

How do you do that? That is what you are creating, and you'll share how once you succeed. We wouldn't tell you that had we not seen a direction of your path with certain clarity.

Your clarity here is trust: Trust your heart, and allow your truth to be your guide.

It is an illusion that you have less and less support in a human world. You are getting more expansive; hence, the feeling.

You also are shifting from a need to lean upon someone's opinion onto your own state of clear and certain knowing of what is it that you are choosing as your next step.

No, that does not mean that you will stop speaking with people. The opposite, it is the beginning of true communications, when each is free to see his or her own truth. See, why attaining clarity was so important?

Yes, we ask questions too. (A smile). Let us ask you: What is you plan for the next step?

I am going to create. I am going to create a space where an individual can find his or her own truth in clarity. How am I going to achieve it? With your help! :)

Another Portal

11-11-2009. A good day for balancing all aspects  - and maybe even starting to pretend to like yourself unconditionally. Fun!

Photo credits: Robb Moon, a Facebook wall image & Vladimir Smirnov, http://www.vladimirsimonov.com/

A Midnight Choice

Silent house. In the window
Moon that no longer full
Took a cover of the lingering
Clouds, for the night was cool.

continues...
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November 4, 2009
(after MA session #13)
Princeton, NJ
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Двери /Doors, in Russian/

(День Рождения Души)

Моей Маме - самой нежной и самой красивой - с Любовью и Благодарностью

Открыты двери предо мной:
Их много рядом...
Шагнуть в щемящий пустотой
Проем бы надо.

В оцепененьи я стою
И жду ответа,
Крича вопросы в темноту
За краем света.

То, что за дверью предо мной
Понять не в силах:
Как обрести души покой
В телах бескрылых?

Топтаться долго ль предстоит
Томясь сомненьем?
Или позволить свет пролить
Души рожденьем?


Пожалуй, свет я приглашу,
И радость жизни.
На запах розы я пойду,
На зов, на имя.

По имени себя назвать
Богам позволив,
На том пороге выжидать
Нет смысла боле.

В момент решительно шагнув,
Что жизнь зовется,
Я двери к сердцу распахну,
Что ярче солнца.

То сердце с богом я делю
И твердо знаю:
Раскроет крылья Мать-Земля
Меня встречая.

Наш каждый день - Рожденьем будь.
Здесь, на планете,
Мы к радости проложим путь -
Вселенной Дети.

19 сентября 2009
& 4 ноября 2009
Princeton, NJ

Your Are Important. Choose The Right Place To Be.

To seek recognition in a world of illusion is to fully invest oneself into that illusion.

Earth Angels: A Wake-Up Call

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October 23, 2009
EWR - MSP

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Luminous and Beautiful

Earth Angels ( http://www.lifeimprovised.com/2009/10/earth-angels-wake-up-call_29.html ) inspired by Almine's new vocal creation: http://www.almine.info/ascended-master/2009/10/luminous-and-beautiful-.html

Traveling...

till next week.

The Infinite

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October 5, 2009
Princeton, NJ

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The Perception of Beauty

I woke up at 3:33 a.m. this morning. A feeling that someone is standing behind was the cause of my awakening. While turning, I realized what it was about.

Already knowing what I am going to see, I looked at the clock: 3:33.

"Okay, fine, what is the message?" I surrendered quickly since my oh-so-rational mind was still half asleep.

"Gotta write - gotta write - gotta write." In a mesmerizing rhythm came the words too simple to argue with.

It was too late to pretend I am deep asleep, and still too early to go into analyzing. I chose to get lost in the infinite space of dreams - until the sun is up.

* * *
Today is gorgeous, filled with the blue shine of the brilliant skies and red flames of maple leaves outside of my window. The sun sends its light to all; no distinction is made.

A shadow moved across the trees, and a moment later an eagle made its royal passage above my head. I am standing in admiration for the certainty of the flight, and the bravery of autumnal blossom of a red rose that greets everyone whose path leads to my house.

Since I started to paint last year my ability to see has changed. To be more precise, my point of observation shifted from a habitual way of labeling and categorizing to heart's perception. And to a heart, all is Beauty.

I had a few surprises along the way. For instance, having a task of drawing a rose, I discovered that each layer of petals consists of triads. I was utterly surprised: How many roses I have seen in my life, and never noticed such an obvious thing?? And how many of those nature's wonders do we miss using our habit-altered perception?

Mozaic of A Day

They carried their beauty in their jewelry and clothes rather than in their eyes. Their only power was over their servants or slaves.
- Suzan Caroll, http://www.multidimensions.com/, Stories of Initiation, July 20, 2009

My words are not the jewelry that looks good; they are natural stones that feel good and have value of their own outside of anyone's liking.
- from the Danae notebook, August 25, 2009

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How does a house under construction looks like to an observer when only a foundation is in place? An analogy to what the words here represent. It is a groundwork.

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We were trying so hard: first, to just escape this reality, then to ascend, to go Home. Instead, we succeed in merging it all within. Heaven on Earth is no longer an idea of the selected few. Thank you, All!

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Remember to keep your consciousness above the storm and protect your heart with unconditional love. No longer believe in hardship! Instead, choose to LIVE in the FLOW of the NOW!
- Suzan Caroll, http://www.multidimensions.com/, Downloading Light Language, October 15, 2009

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Balance & Harmony & Love = Beauty of Being
 - from the Danae notebook, Mandala of the New Unified Heart, 09-09-09

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The Beauty of Being

Congratulations and welcome! Dear Ones, Congratulations on arrival to yet another level of consciousness.

You've done so much - so much, that you cannot even start seeing it with your human mind. Nevertheless, your heart is capable of knowing exactly what is going on and where you are at the moment. So, it knows why we say, "Welcome!"

As you let go of all that is not, all the illusions of habitual reality you created with your own hands on Earth, your heart opens more and more into the oneness of All That Is. This is a true blessing for everyone.

We are to remind you that things are not as they seem. Please go on, continue to let go of any judgment that holds you on your path.
 - from the Danae notebook, A Communication, 09-09-09

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The time-space continuum is merging with all the parallel dimensions with the speed of thought: Choose your thoughts wisely, and live from your heart. Espavo: Thank you for taking your Power.

Mistakes: Should We Forgive Ourselves?

Life never fails to provide me with a topic. Every day brings something asking for attention. Today's focus is on mistakes, or rather our habitual way of labeling a variety of our experiences.

Let's start by clearing our rational mind of any attempts to analyze what we are going to do.

What if I offer you a game of noticing how many times during one day you blame yourself of doing something wrong, making a mistake, saying something rather stupid, and not being happy with yourself because of one or another of your actions, or the lack of those actions? Imagine that you have a computer registering all those instances, and take a look at the amount of observations at the end of the day. Is not it astonishing?

With all the care that we receive from the moment we enter this world, we are taught by the family, teachers, and authorities to seek our faults. We succeed. By default, we make mistakes. By default, we make a lot of them, thus creating ever-growing colonies of guilt. We also learn to hide them well, and hidden away from the light of consciousness they mutate into creepy fears.

We fear our mistakes will cause harm to our well-being. Even worse, they can cause harm to our loved ones. Why not? We had instances...

Honestly, it is hard to write about guilt. I have to constantly remind myself to breathe. But it is only me, no worries. I am sure you can talk about it with ease. :)

The key is once again Love based Self Respect. You do not make mistakes - you haven't made any in your life. Life is but an experience. It has many aspects, it consists of choices, and it meant to be about Joy. Do you get the picture?

You cannot do anything wrong. Stop talking about it, thinking about it, fearing it. How? By starting to respect yourself, enjoy yourself, and love yourself unconditionally.

August 20, 2009
Cape Cod

Into the Unified Field of Oneness

A channel. (A smile. A big smile).*

Hello, our Beloved. We are going to "speak" to you today about the shift - as you call it - the way you do not know it; as of yet, that is.

What we are talking today about we want you rather feel than think through. It will save you a headache, or two. (A smile).

Feel where you are now and feel what surrounds you. You are so used to be absorbed in the way you create and believe in "reality" of your world, that you still miss a lot of your real environment.

What is around you is astonishing indeed. Could it be that this is the main reason you are not noticing it? (a smile) It is all Love and Beauty, and [a lot of creation of theirs].

There is a lot to "see" - of course, not with your eyes the way you use them. There is even more to feel. And there is very little that can be described in words. Nevertheless... that's what we do, you and us. Are you enjoying it? We do as well.

It does not matter what words you wright down: the energy still goes through; so, let go. Let go of any thinking and analyzing for now. (We could have asked you to just do it, yet it would create an explosion of thoughts, so we ask you to let go for now. Please).

Remember the trust. Remember Faith. Remember You, and you'll remember.

What is there to remember, after all? The state of being where you let go of all the human-only stuff: guilt, judgment, envy, competitiveness, identity-based confidence - 'you' know it better (a smile).

Anyway, letting go of that "stuff" allows the true gold buried underneath of it starting to shine. And shining is your true state of Being.

Your true state of Being is Light - the Light of true Consciousness unified with the Love of the Angelic nature. Yes, you do know it already. However, you are moving into understanding it more fully now. And your rational mind is of very little help in this understanding. It can serve you well, though - if and only if you'll let go.

Let go of "your" acquired ideas of how life should be.** Let go completely. Scary? By far less than the ideas themselves (a smile).

We joke a lot, and we smile a lot, you see, for it is one of the most powerful tools in letting go. Are you enjoying it? Good! Because it is not possible to let go by putting an effort to this process. Just joke and laugh, joke and laugh.

The Unified Field.

You are about to step into the Unified Field of Oneness. The rest is in the dream - go to it. You'll remember, worry not. Just let go.

12 hours later:
I saw a lot of geometry on thin slices of something that looked like very thin flexible transparencies.
Blueprints.*** Those were blueprints, I am getting. They are stacked together, slice by slice. Some slices are corrupted in some manner. We are fixing it now. It is like a rust over a perfectly designed engine; except we can restore it back to its original perfection by not trying to perfect the rust itself. Just let go of the idea of focusing on the rust - see through it, and it will cease to exist. Moreover, we'll soon forget we ever experienced the rust. There will be libraries, of course, with many stories... We'll marvel over the fantasies and imagination of the authors - once we're there. And now, we still have a task at hand.

August 18, 2009
Cape Cod
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*  It is official now: We channel our Higher Self.
** Most of the ideas we have are based on society-imposed beliefs. In most of the cases they have nothing to do with us.
*** For the first reference to the blueprints: http://www.lifeimprovised.com/2009/10/from-heart-of-animal-kingdom.html

Nothing Else Matters

A feeling of stagnation came over me in the morning. "Nothing much is happening," I was trying to make sense of that feeling being just halfway through our perfect Cape Cod vacation. I opened my notebook:

Let's see what does flow today.

Q: What part of information is ready to be revealed to the consciousness?

A: What we have for you today is love: Love with a capital letter. That is the biggest piece of information that we hold and we transmit. You were not fully allowing it before, for you were too involved with the affairs and actions of the human "visible" world. It is getting better now (a smile).

We are grateful that you created the space for allowing to have the flow of information to be and to supply not only the mind, but where it goes. Allowing was - and still is - very important. Judgment still stands on the way every time the flow is blocked by anything but Faith from the Heart.

"It is getting increasingly more challenging to put the process into words," you think? Not really, if you have Faith.

Q: Having Faith at Heart, what can I hear today?

A.: Love. Nothing else matters.

August 12, 2009
Cape Cod

Оранжевый Блюз /Orange Blues, in Russian/

Оранжевая ручка
В оранжевом блокноте
Оранжево рисует
Оранжевые строчки

Оранжевость одежды
Страница отражая
Пространство открывает
Чего-то ожидая

И я сижу в раздумьях
О том, что есть и будет
Оранжевость момента
Как передать мне людям

Ведь свет, что в сердце ярок
Оранжевый как солнце
Не просто нам подарок
А песнь, что в небо рвется

То наше вдохновенье,
То жизнь, расправив крылья,
Прозрачность со-творенья
Без ржавого усилья.

Оранжевость созданья
Сегодня ощущая
В словах передаю я
Что чувствую и знаю.

Написано под перестук колес поезда Princeton Jct - NY Penn Station 26 сентября 2009
Закончено 10 октября 2009, Princeton, NJ

From The Gods Kingdom

Question: How do you know it's really you?
Answer:  You don't... unless you do.
 - Victor Wooten, I Saw God, a song

Transmission from The Gods Kingdom

Hello Dear Ones, and Welcome!

Welcome to the Kingdom of All, for We are All One, you know. You truly know much more than your human biology based mind knows. It is a valuable part of your planetary experience, and a limiting device as well. There is no contradiction here; but only if you look from the perspective of All The Is you will be able to see it clearly. It is not only time to accept your magnificence as your true nature but to let go of trying to grasp this concept with your rational mind. Simply allow your true knowing to slowly integrate into your physicality, and your lower bodies to ascend consciously.

Most importantly, let go of any notion of differentiation and separation. Uniqueness and individual expression replaces the former. The differences exist as expressions of Beauty of All That Is and as such have no play in the field of rational mind. That was a distortion, and it shall pass now.

The Beauty of All That Is is about accepting Oneself fully and unconditionally, and finding the passion of your Heart at every moment. That makes you the Creator of your Life, and that makes you of our Kingdom, for we are all equal in Who We Are. We just have chosen different ways to experience [life] and serve in the Oneness of All That Is.

Enjoy every moment of your humanness, and stay tuned to the Harmony and Beauty of All That Is.

The Infinite.

September 25, 2009
Princeton, NJ

From The Heart of The Angelic Realm

A Transmission from the Heart of the Angelic Realm

With Love, dear Ones!

We greet you with Love, for how could we otherwise: That is who we are; we are Love.

It is true that at some point in our history – a shared history – we were walking hand in hand. But let us talk about “here and now”, for history of any sort is irrelevant at this point.

We are delighted beyond words to be able to be talking to you  - and not only. Any way of communication makes us […]. We cannot describe it now – just wait. And just remember that Faith is your key now.

We love you. We are to remind you to let go. Our intend to day was to open the door a bit, so we can continue to talk to you as time comes (when ready). Worry not, think not, put not any effort. Just enjoy. The times are beautiful indeed.

August 4, 2009
Cape Cod

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Initiation
received August 8, 2009
posted August 26, 2009
http://www.lifeimprovised.com/2009/08/initiation.html

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Mandala for Clarity of The Heart
drawing August 11, 2009
with a message:
Creating new home for Gaia through Self-Love. A beautiful task indeed.

From The Heart of The Animal Kingdom

Creations of the Crystalline Mind: A Transmission from the Heart of the Animal Kingdom

Greetings dear Ones,

It is our greatest pleasure to be able to talk to you directly, to be able to live with you in a physical world and the physical mind: a long forgotten luxury.

Yes, we are using your words, for it is a simple attunement to your way of thinking. But we only use the words (a smile).

Every single one of us, from a praying mantel and a spider to an eagle and a lion have the same level of intelligence, for we all share the source.

The same is true about you. [I hesitated: Should I keep writing?] Yes, we ask you, please, continue.

In this world we all share what we know, and the greatest thing of all that we do is to Love. You ask how could you forget it? Listen: Once upon a time…

There was once a time when we held hands - and paws, and claws – together. It was a beautiful world indeed. There were other Kingdoms, but they are willing to talk to you when the time comes. For now, what we are telling you is between our Kingdoms.

Then, it was decided (do not look for “by whom”, just listen)… So, it was decided to create “Science” that can be studied and learned by a human mind alone, without Love from the Heart. Why? It was just a game, just a game…

Breathe. And listen. Ignore your memories, for those are tampered with.

What we’re telling you is our shared history, and you have to clear your mind, all aspects of it, to simply listen and hear.

Once upon a time we were the happiest Kingdoms in the universe, for we knew how to Love and how to play together. We had others walking with us side by side, but it was our creation: the planet we named Earth.

Every calculation worked the way it was intended. We did a few random steps on the way though, so this amazing thing became a unique creation. It was fine with us, but not with some other creatures in the Universe.

They tried, and it did not work. They were missing one essential component: Love, unconditional Love that made the Heart and the Mind working in unison, creating.

The geometry was ours; the labor was yours. Elementals kept the log. Angels added the incorruptible Love.

The Beauty was born.

The most important fact is that nothing has changed since. It is simply an illusion of your ruling rational mind that makes you pretending to be separate, different, deaf in your heart, and proud in your mind.

There were others, outside of our world yet a part of our game who was trying to make you to recreate what had been done ever since. You’ve been trying.

Do not force your memory looking for different pieces; they will be clearly known when the time comes.

For now, please understand why we are so grateful: you protected us, willingly or not, paying a very high price yourself. This is why we are eternally grateful. This is why we praise you day and night. And without any reason we simply love you. Please, feel it.

Yes, upon our Re-Union, we will have access to our blue Beauty’s blueprints. It is available.

You are an original creator. Atlantis was but an illusion. Forget it, for it will clear your Heart.

You are holding blueprints in your hand. All you need is Love.

Angels will be next. Enjoy.

P.S. The history was a labyrinth. Illusions are endless. But unconditional Love of the higher Heart has the greatest Power in the world: not to be possessed but allowed, effortlessly.

Thank you!

With Praise, Love, and Gratitude.

August 3, 2009
Cape Cod

On A Sacred Quest

Q: Where am I today [on my quest]?

A: Oh! You'd be both surprised and delighted to see your current disposition. As you can feel, we are delighted too. Of course! What it is in a so-called "3D reality", how to translate it into what you, people of Earth, consider as "real" is a different story.

Yes, connections is the most important part - after you build yourself, that is. It goes together, step by step. Yes, it is important not to rush, push, or worry, and be kind to yourself, and stay focused and intentional.

Connections... As with that situation on the intersection, even when the light is green it is sometimes life-saving to just stay still and wait.

Q: Why confusion vs certainty [in some situations]?

A: You're never going to guess - so, let go. One way or another, you are not going to lose. Anything of importance is aligned on higher levels. You have the picture now. Holding your light and love is the only "action" you are required to take to succeed. Enjoy. Smile and laugh often.

[Trying to understand one of the etheric aspects] ... What does it mean on etheric level is a bit different from what you are trying to make out of it in your "reality". Keep trying though. Your intention to ground [this aspect] is [powerful]. Your capability to hold light and love increases by doing and feeling that. It creates certainty for your mind, and, consequently, it allows more light in, effortlessly.

Please know that your rational mind is not a foe; it is simply trained to fit in to a human "reality". Not for much longer though. Be patient with it. Keeping focus on what you want is crucial in re-training it into an observer connected to the Heart.

Have you ever considered that in a Crystalline skull there is a crystalline-based mind? Its functioning is simply different from what scientists would expect it to be. Just allow it - and watch: Creations of a Crystalline Mind. If not you, then who?

July 24, 2009
From the Danae Notebook

Walking a Path of Balance Each Day

A couple of days - and exactly two posts ago - my writing stated that I am done being hesitant about sharing the information that provides everyday guidance for finding harmony and beauty in our life. Nevertheless, I spent last weekend in doubt: Why do I need to share it? After all, there are those who understand - and they can find their own sources of relevant information, and there are those who do not. That "do not" pertains to much more than understanding. It is acceptance, attention, intention, feelings, to name a few.

Once I allowed the doubt to return, it took the joy out of my life in a blink. I had a wonderful weekend filled with exciting activities shared with loving people, and I did not enjoy myself. "Why?" I opened my notebook where I left it last week with this question. Here's what I wrote weeks ago. If it is current for me today, could it be relevant for someone else? It is none of my business to answer that question. It is all yours. Enjoy.

June 24, 2009
T: Ok, all the pieces are here, and everything is finally in place. So, what is holding ME back? What am I holding on to?
A: Do you really want to know the answer?
T: Yes, please, go ahead.
A: Ok. Here is the truth: You are afraid of your own magnificence. Why? We do not know. For us, it is All That Is. Why would anyone not to want to be All She Is? Others? There are no "others": We are One!
...
Today is a special day (yes, yet another one, but probably special in a unique way). The connection, the acceptance, the realization - and resulting feelings and Passion - all of it is truly special. Feel it?

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The Circles of Light

In the eyes of a woman
Is the light of a star
If you want to be human
Don't forget Who You Are.

July 8, 2009
From the Danae Notebook

More from the Notebooks

I was half awake with my eyes closed, so I do not know what time of the night it was when I had a feeling of returning from some place (the Archangels’ Garden?) with an important message. I made sure I remembered it, and promptly fell back into sleep. Afterward, I had several vivid dreams involving real people in my life. In the morning, I remembered the dreams - and the message.

By accepting the Light you Are,
You become All That You Are,
You become all-powerful.

There was so much power and determination in this message that I wasn't worried about the words to be remembered, for the meaning was in the feeling of it. And that was merely grand.

In the morning as I set to write down the message, I continued in my notebook:

What else I learned as a human last night...

I learned that there truly are no boundaries in this world for love-based creations. As an example, you can look at the ability to make babies: what can be more wondrous? And yes, it is love-based no matter how it looks on the outside. [Remember, things are not as they appear.]

Now, really turn your head to a non-interference mode, so we can deliver the messages. Ready?

This day starts a new page in you life. Don’t analyze – just live it.

As a human – yes, as a human – you are able – capable of, if you choose so – be All That You Are.

You are accepting your Light – who You Truly Are – gradually, and successfully, right now. Doing really well, we have to say! Smile more; too serious makes it harder and not as enjoyable. It is not necessary. It is effortless indeed. Do what you enjoy, and enjoy what you do – with a smile in your heart and on your face :) Just like that :)

A lot was done with the chakras energy work; a lot of clearing took place, and you [will] feel much lighter. Allow this process to continue for the benefit of all your aspects, for the Whole You. Do not – and it is a [certain] do not – look at the old habits and ways of thinking or doing. Simply let the True You to forget… Walk away, and never look back is your motto for every moment of your living. Make your living a beautiful Life indeed. [...] Enjoy, and when it is not enjoyable, walk away, and never look back. You are getting better at letting go, so become an expert in it.

Letting go, and letting go effortlessly, becomes even more important as we move to a completely unexplored space of the new reality. When we create instantaneously, we do not want any old ways to control our experiences. Make it so by letting go and making sure it is effortlessly enjoyable for you. Think You first at all times.

What else is critical today? Yes, gratitude: in any form. Let it express itself, and allow people feel what you feel. It’s okay to live with an open heart :)

The joy of freestyle creation is what’s coming next for you. You are experiencing it now already. Yet, by your choice, it is rather negative right now, for your old habits are still quite heavy in your field. Let go; trust that it is simple. Have faith; be Faith. Don’t push; be. It is exciting indeed, and you do not need anyone to confirm for you what you know already.

You know Who You Are.

We love you beyond words.

May 11, 2009*
From the Danae Notebook
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* The dates do not matter for anything beyond convenience of record keeping: All the information is as relevant today as it was the day it was written. It is more practical today, however, due to rapidly increasing consciousness of each and every one on the planet.

From the Klimt's Danae Notebook

I intend to post some of the information I have written into my notebooks in the past few months. I have to admit my hesitation to do so - until now that is. These are direct communications with <...> - you give it a name if you have to. Essentially, it is a unified consciousness, although unique styles can be detected. Once again, you do not have to understand the words to enjoy the harmony in a way you do while listening to a foreign language song. Let it speak to your heart, just because it was written for You.


May 6, 2009
Conversations with Archangels in the Garden after the first Mastering Alchemy session with Jim Self /abridged/

Be at peace, and be at your own pace. Do nothing to push yourself into any process. Create by intention only, not by doing or moving thoughts or things around.

Be careful with emotions - meaning, take a good care of them. They are showing your essence; ignoring them is to ignore your inner self. Acknowledge, not control, and do not let them to control you. In that, treat them like a child.

More on happiness: allow it in your life simply by opening all the doors to your heart for the Beauty and Harmony of this world. You know exactly how to do it, so allow, and accept the state of happiness as the state of being. Everything else is just an illusion, you’ll see.

...

Embrace the Beauty of the [human physicality] fully. That is all it takes. “Happy” will bring you there. Everything is ready, done, awaiting.* Just be. Just be the Love you Are.

We are honoring you today, and we are asking to be One, for we are not separate, and we never were. Just simply return to your body and your world, family, - and to your full consciousness, simultaneously.

We love you beyond words.

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*In reference for the process of gaining the full consciousness while in a physical body, so-called ascension.

The Season of Love /Haiku-inspired/

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No one is truly free who wears the mask of identity. He becomes a puppet in the hands of others.
- Almine
Source: http://twitter.com/AlmineWisdom

Be Happy!

Celebrate all the beauty and harmony within and without you on this powerful day combining three "9"s. Whatever you do and whoever you think you are - celebrate by being happy.

In Love and Gratitude

From the Sacred Mandalas of the Heart calendar by Kaho Koinuma for September:

Relax into the heart of love and gratitude. Watch all perspective shift from duality to One.

Близнецовое Пламя (Twin Flame, in Russian)

Свету вдохновения Николая Гумилева и Анны Ахматовой посвящается

* * *

Завтра утро меня разбудит,
И никто меня не осудит,
И в лицо мне смеяться будет
Заоконная синева.
- Анна Ахматова, Поэма без героя, Триптих, 1940 – 1962


Кто я - поэт или пророк?
Ответить кто бы мне помог.
В несмелом беге бытия
Среди друзей робею я.

Кто скажет мне как ни друзья
На что способен в жизни я?
Но что-то искоса глядят
И много фактов знать хотят

Нa что поэту факты дня?
Его душа ведет, обняв,
Туда, где звезды высоко,
Туда, где на сердце легко.

И смотрит он назад с тоской
И хочет он достать рукой
Тех, кто остался в темноте
По именам он знает тех.

Но сердце истине простой
Открылось в ясности ночной:
Все можешь ты сказать друзьям
Когда достигнешь Храма сам.

Не стоит объяснять что бог
Это не тот, кто править мог
Их жизнями, и исправлять
Все что смогли они измять.

Кто ты - поет или пророк...
Кто ж как не ты ответить мог?
Твой выбор вольный - быть иль нет,
И ты никто - или Поэт.

Дорог столь много пред тобой,
И каждая ведет Домой.
Не хочешь быть проводником -
Придешь в толпе слегка потом.

Зато не будешь одинок,
Не обзовут тебя: "Пророк!"
Не отвернутся от тебя
Все твои верные друзья.

Что потеряешь тогда ты,
Запрятав Слово под кусты?
Кто ж знает... Может быть никто
Не отворит уж в Мир окно.

Но выбор всякий принят здесь
И нет судьи - любовь лишь есть.
И знаешь что, поет-пророк?
Ведь ты и есть сам Господь Бог.


* * *

Не всегда чужда ты и горда,
И меня не хочешь не всегда
...
И тому, кто мог с тобою быть,
На земле уж нечего любить?
- Николай Гумилев, Рассыпающая звезды, из книги "Костер" (1918)


Встревоженно-взлохмачена на вид,
Она сиянье взглядом излучала:
Вновь обретенный камень чароит
Напомнил радость женского начала.

Сияньем северным в сиреневых тонах
В ее сознанье радость озарилась,
И на вопрос "Кто Я?", затерянный в веках,
Она с лже-скромностью в душе простилась.


Добро пожаловать в пенаты, ждущие давно,
Где праздник нескончаем, радость как вино
Течет по жилам тела во плоти,
Напоминая духу о Пути.

Плеядами объято все вокруг,
Сиянием любви просветы в памяти встречают.
Суть бытия предстала ясно вдруг
Пред взором мысленным, увидевшем Начало.


Да, помню я, как все произошло,
И как мы Землю рисовали...
Понять не в силах только, как дошло
Все созданное до такой печали.

А впрочем, что тут время проводить
В раздумиях о том, что иллюзорно?
Сегодня и сейчас могу Я быть
Сестрой с Плеяд - и женщиной бесспорно.


Восторженно влюбленная на вид,
Она с улыбкой в зеркало взглянула
И скрытую под сенью пирамид
Свою божественную часть вернула.

Август 27, 2009
Princeton, NJ

Initiation

***
August 8, 2009
Cape Cod, MA





















Painting by Wojtek Siudmak
http://www.siudmak.com/
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Publisher: com.Unity; 1 edition (April 1, 2012)
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Publisher: CreateSpace; 1 edition (April 30, 2012)
ISBN-13: 978-1475286663
ISBN-10: 147528666X

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Moving Forward

"I am back", I wrote several times with the same result: The editor refused to accept this simple news. I was simply communicating my return from Cape Cod adventures, or wasn't I? So, I made an intent to become aware of what is behind that phrase.

(In the process of mastering thoughts (www.masteringalchemy.com), internal Q&A turned into a totally different experience. Letting go of the habitual wrestling with the BS (belief system, that is) allowed growing inner trust, so that each answer lies exactly where the question asked. Fun!)

"I am Home", I wrote as a result.

This simple phrase created a warm feeling in my heart. First of all, I was home, and it felt great. At the same time, the capitalized Home indicated something much bigger - our destination - and many of you know what I am referring to.

Now I knew why it could not be simply said that I am back. I am not "back" at all, for we moved so much in the past few weeks! The forward movement is felt by all nowadays. We are in the powerful flow of change, and we are creating this flow. It turns out to be enjoyable if and only if we enjoy our lives: So, do!

As I am slowly adjusting to a new vibrations of my Home, I will start publishing some of the transmissions I had an honor to receive this month - as soon as I remember how to breathe in this reality.

For August: Self Love

From the Sacred Mandalas of the Heart calendar by Kaho Koinuma, for the month of August:

Self Love: True happiness is found in the bliss of loving oneself unconditionally, totally, freely.

Another Change - Same Destination

This week was interesting for the mind, and painful for the body. There clearly was a change taking place in our physicality. Yes, you read it right: our physicality, for regardless of what you allow your body to feel, the change is real for everyone. It is yet difficult to put it into a form easily digestible for the mind; hence, wordlessness of the last three entries here.

Just to give you a taste of the process, here is a word: biocrystallization. What are we to think about it is a whole new story - our story. And we are the authors, so live it in joy.

P.S. Starting tomorrow, I am traveling and will have limited access to the Internet for three weeks. I'll be back with new insights - or new words, who knows :)

P.P.S. The poetry on this site is posted under the label Improvisation. Enjoy!

Picture for the Day

"Happiness is like a butterfly which, when pursued, is always beyond our grasp, but, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you." - Nathaniel Hawthorne
















Photographed by TexasEagle on July 21, 2009.
Uploaded July 27, 2009 on http://www.flickr.com/photos/texaseagle/

Celebrating Life

The biggest holiday for me comes in the middle of the summer, five months earlier than it is marked on many calendars. Tomorrow, July 25, is a birthday that is shared by my two sons, turning 16 and 9.

Hope you enjoy your weekend as much, for all we need to celebrate life is an intention to do so.

Stagnation or A Blast?

How are you doing nowadays? Has been stuck in a sickness, emotions, or confusion of what is going on with you? Whatever it has been, it might be reassuring to know that you are not alone. And those who are celebrating consciously the shift of energy these days are also not alone in their experiences of sudden waves of "unreasonable" grief, or emotional ghosts of the past that had been long gone, we thought. Regardless of the symptoms, the answer is common: All is well.

We are re-aligning, re-wiring, and re-structuring our whole being. It does sometimes feel as if there is a hole here and there in our life, or in our body, emotional or physical. But worry not - we are on the right path.

Each stretch of the path has its own signs that guide us, and still some of them that are global. Letting go of anything that no longer serves us, does not add to our happiness or joy, is a good example of the latter, and a useful one for today's situation. We are progressing faster than many of us can imagine, and some dim flickers of the old do not mean that we are moving in circles. We are clearing our personal space, and we want to make sure everything we choose to keep in our lives makes us happy. It might worth the effort - wish to see? Your life - your choice :)

New Reality

Welcome to a New Reality!

The changes on the planet are real, and those are huge. When you say you do not feel a difference, that's by your intention. Just keep in mind that the changes that take place in a different dimension most likely have no reflection on the habitual 3-D reality. Nevertheless, it is all about perception. The 3-D reality as we had known it is no longer here. Do you feel an unexplainable sadness, almost a grief? Do you also feel hopeful, as if you are about to let go of something you have known well for quite a while, yet it does not suit you any longer? Just let go, and enjoy the New Reality. It is as real as it can be, despite the fact that not all the senses and scientific equipment can reflect it - as of yet.

It is time for a big celebration, for we just let go of the biggest illusion of separation in this world. We also let go of the history of humanity as we had known it. We no longer need to recall our past lives, and then recover from that trauma. It is cleared from the collective consciousness. Just hold an intention to let go.

Also, we are no longer bound by any contracts we held in the past. This is a biggie. Once again, have your intention to let go of all of those - you do not need to look at what they are or understand what it is all about. Enjoy your freedom of being, and be kind to all.

Welcome, my beloved! Welcome!

By Intention

There is a very noticeable surge of energy as we approach the time of the Total Solar Eclipse that takes place tonight. Everyone feels it differently, but feelings are stirring nevertheless. How do we want to experience this step - and all those to follow - is up to us. We learn new tools for that, intentionally or not. Yet our best strategy is to keep our intentions in check at all times.

A focused intention also can open new opportunities for us. For instance, I felt certain that I want to be in the energy of a meeting that takes place tonight, which I cannot attend in person. In my mind I asked for an invitation to be there at a different level to experience the energy of the gathering.

"You do not need an invitation", The response was. "All you need is an intention."

We are not talking about turning up uninvited to some one's party, you see. Rather, it is your party, a party called Life. And it is good to guide your own life - by intention. We have just started to learn.

Quote for the Day

Anyone who interferes in the destiny of others will never discover his own.
- Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist

The T-change

A lot is changing these days. What is new? Perhaps, constantly increasing level of excitement about our journey - and the changes themselves.

A change I would like to talk about today I see as a shift between two lines, a vertical and a horizontal, connected as in the letter T. So, I called it a T-change.

A few months ago, about January 14th according to my notes, I was surprised to learn that the Feminine exists along the horizontal line in our reality. My mental analyzer jumped in quickly enough, so there was not much information I received after that. But a feeling that it is an essential piece of a puzzle remained.

Today I saw a shift in the T-shape going from being upside down to its proper position. There is a connection to the balancing of the Feminine and Masculine that takes place now, specifically between the two eclipses, the lunar on the 7th and the solar on the 21-22nd of the month. Those two events are assisting with the balancing of the two aspects - something we lost in the Fall of Atlantis.

In short, the way it was: The horizontal line on the bottom supporting the vertical line was literally pinned to the ground yet not grounded. The vertical line was "assigned" to provide the connection to the higher realms, but was busy balancing itself on top.

The way it is now, a T-reality: The horizontal line being placed on top supported by a vertical line that can balance itself effortlessly providing a grounding line for the Feminine. The harmony and inner balance followed, resulting in an unconditional Trust.

A divine union is restored, and all are welcome to feel and experience it. Just remember: It is about You, and the place to look for the changes is inside, in your heart and your observer's mind. And it is a happy change for everyone, so do not forget to enjoy!

A Choice: King or Joker

It came as a co-creation from our conversation with Yulia today, and it applies to the lightworkers. So, if you do not know what I mean, you are off the hook; be happy!

And if you do know that I am not talking about playing cards but about choosing a role we play in our no-longer-3D reality every day, why not to start by checking whether you adopted a happy attitude today?

Now, when we are on the same page, we can start creating a picture, for it is an easy way to convey a message. Pretend you are sitting on a throne, and really feel it. What words would describe your feelings? Imagine painting your feelings with the words, allow yourself to be creative. Feel your posture, feel your head, feel what's on your head. Is there a crown? There better be one: remember, you are sitting on a throne.

Suddenly, someone nearby has fallen on his knees and seems to not to be able to get up. What do you do? Right. Being a lightworker, you drop everything you have been doing and rush to help.

With your assistance, the person is up on his feet, and you are back to your place: That is, if you had enough time. Usually, a person starts to fall back as soon as you turn your back to them. And soon you are surrounded by things, relationships, situations that require your attention... But it is not about them - it is about you. Let us take a look at you, your Majesty.

Do you still have the same feelings, same posture, same view of the life around you? Have you noticed how your crown sits on your head? Tilted?

"A tilted crown looks like a joker's hat", Yulia said.

She is right. Furthermore, the crowd - the very same crowd you forgot who you are for - is booing at you for being arrogant and lofty. And now you also think that you are a joker.

Or, you start making your own choices, and being happy with Who You Are, not what you do. You allow yourself be happy, and that seems to magically work. For only then everyone can choose his or her own throne and a crown in realization that each and every One has his or her own sovereign territory - right there, under the crown. That's how the true magic of this world begins!

P.S. I went to see the new Harry Potter with my younger one tonight, and could not help the feeling that I know precisely what the main character feels. But he knows he has to go on. What a timely story.

Orange Dragonfly

The word Thaumaturgy /THAW-muh-tuhr-jee/ is defined as the performance of miracles or magic. But what is the word for allowing the miracles or magic to manifest in one's life? Perhaps, there is no special word for it since it is simply a way of living.

It is the way I perceive the world now that fills it with miracles for me. It does not take a big ca- boom for us to see how magical the world is.

Take, for instance, my trip to Adirondacks two weeks ago, the rainy one (Another Island from July 6, 2009). Upon our arrival to the lake, when we were ready to push our canoe off the shore, a dragonfly appeared out of nowhere. She was flying in front of us waiting to be noticed.

"A dragonfly!" My logical mind was melting observing her flight under the rain.

"But it is not orange", my friend commented coldly. She was referring to a story I told her on the way of an orange dragonfly from my meditation the day before. She appeared when I asked for a sign of support dealing with a flood of feelings.

"Of course it is!" I said with certainty. "Look with your heart."

The dragonfly made several circles around me, and disappeared.

On our last day on the island when I was sitting on a boulder breathing in the newly discovered beauty of the sunlit lake, the dragonfly returned. She came straight to me and sat on my arm. She brought a beautiful message about how does Earth feel when we honor her by taking parts of our journey on foot. It was a feeling of appreciation she conveyed. When she was done, she turned her amazing eyes onto me, waiting. It was my turn.

I expressed my gratitude for the beauty and harmony around us, and for the great support the Kingdoms provided us with. There was another part of the message to be delivered to the Kingdoms. The moment I was done, she took off and became one with the blueness of the water-sky union. It was time to pack.

P.S. Did I ever mention I love to talk to flying dragons, too?

Untitled

In the darkest night
The secret was stored
To be restored
When the One will come
Under the brightest star.
It is time.

She knows what to do.
Interfere not.

On the brightest day
Will humanity be awakened
From the endless dream
Of dual existence
And into the glory.

The era of love
Shall come then.
It is time.

Crystals will shine once again
Realigned.
The Kingdoms are back
To be of great assistance,
For their love is [infinite].

Accept your [magnificence]
And live every day in glory.
The existence is once again
What it is created to be:
A Unified field of Love.

Congratulations!!!

July 14, 2009, 5 a.m.
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I opened my eyes. It was still dark. Once again, it felt as if someone woke me up. I was wide awake, and it was very quiet. On the ceiling, there were the "X"s created by the dim light coming through the two windows. I looked outside.

There, on the dark sky, was Venus, bright and beautiful in her light. I smiled back.

"Must be 4:30 a.m.", I thought remembering last week.

I could not tell whether I was right since my alarm clock stopped showing the time a few weeks ago. It shows the date, the day, and the temperature perfectly fine, but just a few random lines in place of time. My Skagen stopped forever about a year ago, so I use the cell phone as my only time teller. And yes, it was not five o'clock yet. Back to sleep! After all, I asked for more information that I am ready for before going to bed last night. And I do not remember anything from my dreams...

My leisurely moving thoughts were interrupted by a new one of a different frequency urging me to get a pen. It was so sudden that I did not move at first simply observing when the idea to get up in the dark for no particular human reason will disappear. It did not. Instead, the pressure became so clear that I quickly went to my desk.

I did not have a chance to turn the light when the flow of words started. I was writing as fast as I could, not seeing the paper and not having the time to process the words. I knew however that the words were building a structure, both on paper and in the consciousness, as if I knew exactly what it meant to be.

In two places however there were no words given, but I could feel the meaning clearly. The reason is simple: there are no words to embrace the concept mentioned. There was a split second slow-down for me, so I could coin in the first definition that would become available to the mind. I put those words here in the brackets.

And that's what you've just read. Congratulations then!

Corazon /in Russian, really/

Из книги Николая Рериха "Врата в Будущее":

CORAZON

Hridaya, Kokoro, Sin, Al-kulub, Del,
Cor, Nying, Dzuruhe, Sirds, Kardia.
Точно бы заклинание. Но о сердце так взывают народы. Испания, Индия, Ниппон, Китай и Аравия. Персия, Италия, Тибет, Монголия, Латвия, Греция...

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"Приходя в новую страну, прежде всего спрашивайте, как зовется там сердце? Встречаясь с новыми людьми, если даже не узнали, в каком звуке они выражают свое сосредоточие, укажите им от своего сердца к их сердцу. Почти все воспримут это свидетельство искренности, лишь немногие удивятся и, может быть, застыдятся, и совсем немногие вознегодуют. Имейте в виду, что эти вознегодовавшие окажутся и в делах людьми темными. Не ждите от них дружбы и благоволения, они уже смердят".
...

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"Дух, который в сердце моем, меньше зерна риса, меньше зерна ячменного, меньше зерна горчичного, меньше малейшего проса. Тот же дух, который в сердце моем, больше всей земли, больше пространства, больше небес, больше всех миров!"

"Посланник всего действия, всего желания, всего восприятия, обоняния, вкуса, всеобнимающий, молчаливый, далекий - таков дух, который в моем сердце. Это Брахман сам. Тот - который говорит: "Выходящего от всего мира я сопровожу". Поистине, нет для него никакого сомнения".

Так говорит Чандогия Упанишад.

26 февраля 1935 г.
Пекин
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Николай Рерих, Врата в Будущее, Рига, "Виеда", 1991, стр. 67, 68, 70.
















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Return of the Feminine

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May 27, 2009
Princeton, NJ
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The Art of Wojtek Siudmak

This day brought an amazing discovery for me: I learned about Wojtek Siudmak, a painter from Poland currently living in France.

Wikipedia offers a two-sentence information about the painter and a link to his website. The site is worth going to to take a look at his project, Eternal Love monument. To see his many paintings it is best to search his name in Google's Images.

The painter's work is not just unique; it is clearly a direct channeling. For those who already remember, it is Lemuria and Atlantis we are looking at. And much more that is beyond words, but gives you shivers.

The image below is a perfect illustration for a piece Return of The Feminine that I did not want to publish for the lack of faith it is going to be understood. It does not have to be. It just is what it is. And it has an illustration now.






















Painting by Wojtek Siudmak
http://www.siudmak.com/

There Is

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July 10, 2009
Princeton, NJ

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Loving Embrace

From the Sacred Mandalas of the Heart calendar by Kaho Koinuma, for the month of July:

Loving Embrace: Embrace yourself fully and discover the nectar of sweet joy that is your Beloved.

07-08-09

These past three days have been very interesting. The surge of energies is very powerful: It charges us with something very potent keeping our bodies limp at the same time. Does it make any sense? Hopefully, none.

The time has come to let go of any analysis and attachments that are still holding us to the illusion of anything existing outside of pure love. It is the time to create a focus inside oneself. There, in the heart, is where the true life is. From that source within comes one's power, the greatest creative power in existence. As such, our last and the mightiness fear is to accept our true power.

As we are willingly letting go of everything that does not create joy in our lives, we discover our ability to be one with the nature; we can hear stars and trees; we gain unlimited access to Acashic records; we can see the beauty of a person next to us, and - a very advanced mastery - we might noticed a beauty within.

Whatever the process is, we can only understand it by letting go of any attempts to try understanding and classifying it with our rational mind. Would it be helpful, for instance, to analyze a fact that we reached into the ninth dimension today? If anything, we might want to know it is not raining there.

Maybe it is the date on the calendar that created a possibility to step out there: 07-08-09? Why not? Or, maybe it is a star that woke me up at 4 o'clock this morning with the light so bright that I have never seen before? Or the Hunter's Moon that illuminates the sky, happy to get out of yesterday's eclipse and impatient to wait until September when its proper time comes? Or, all of the above - as long as we are capable of noticing the wonders and the beauty of our unique planet. Like a child, she humbly awaits our unconditional love. Like a mother, she loves unconditionally. And it is up to each of us to make it, step by step, to understanding our Selves.

Destiny

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March 19, 2009
Princeton, NJ

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Another Island

This past weekend brought me to an island: another island, and a very different one.

Several families decided to spend this July 4th weekend together in the Adirondacks, Upstate New York. Our destination was in the middle of a beautiful lake that we had to cross to get to our boat-access-only sites. Surely, an adventure.

Sending an avant-guard of two men and three kids ahead on Tuesday, my friend and I were to join them two days later. Leaving Jersey before sunrise, we did not know we are not to see the bright sunshine till Sunday.

After driving for seven hours with infrequent brakes for the wipers, we arrived to an empty shore, hopelessly searching-for-service cell phones, and ... a sense of pristine beauty and inner freedom.

The temperature was in the 50th, so quickly adding a couple of layers to our outfit we started to unload the car into a canoe. We miraculously fit everything, tied a guitar on top, and added ourselves to the cargo.

The rain stopped for about half hour giving us just enough time to reach the island. For three days and nights after that the variations were only in the intensity of rain, from a drizzle to the water pouring loudly enough to wake you up at night or to wet you down during the day.

What did we do? We did what we came there for: swimming, rowing, fishing, and hiking.

On Friday, with four kids age six through nine, we managed a four-mile hike to a secluded in a forest lake. The lake was amazing despite the wet clothes, the cool air, and the longest time it ever took for the three experienced men to start a fire. It was not raining as hard on a way back though...

On Saturday, we climbed a mountain with the elevation just about three thousand feet and the total trail distance of six miles. The kids did great!

There was not a single piece of dry garment on us when we returned to the site. And drying the clothes by the campfire was another entertainment available to us: which side wins, the rain or the fire.

Then came Sunday, and with it the blue beauty of the skies. The entire site was webbed by the ropes turned into the cloth lines. By the end of the day we accomplished a miracle: The camp was packed dry. We did not mind the drive back at nighttime after that.

"Did you have a good rest?" my husband asked at 2 a.m. when we finished unloading the car.

"Ask me tomorrow..." I suggested thinking of how much I appreciate his sense of humor.

Identity

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December 25, 2008
Princeton, NJ
&
March 15, 2009
CUR-MIA-EWR

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New Earth

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November 25, 2008
Princeton, NJ

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Today

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January 7, 2009
Princeton, NJ
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"Walk away, and never look back" became a motto for me in the past year. But today I realized that my writings do not fit the definition of the past at all: vise verse, I am just catching up with the words.

A vision made me to flip through my latest two notebooks and some saved files, and I found several (sure, seven of them) pieces of poetry, in a different stages of completion. I have completely forgotten about them.

I do not intend to finish them now, and I offer them for your pure enjoyment here the way they were left at the moment of writing. Why? They are perfectly of our Today!

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Serenity

This weekend brought once again a new feeling into our lives. Without any attempt to define what it is, I was simply enjoying the peace inside and its reflection by the cloud-decorated sky and by the sea whispering to the sandy dunes nearby when the word serenity came. It stayed, and I started to realize that it defines a new reality that emerges as a result of yet another transformation we just went through.

A concept of definition immediately asked for more precision, and I googled serenity. Princeton U offered two wonderful definitions: (http://wordnetweb.princeton.edu/perl/webwn?s=serenity)

• repose: a disposition free from stress or emotion
• peace: the absence of mental stress or anxiety

That's exactly how it feels: a position of an observer who let go of the attachment to the illusion-based drama in this world, and the inner state of balance when the rational mind no longer drags the drama back into thoughts every time we become unconscious about our true state of being.

Serenity... It filled the day with the sweetness of a well-deserved rest after a major achievement. What was it? What did those first seven days of the summer transfigured for us? As the information began to pour in, I started to feel restless with excitement.

I am glad to offer some pieces of it to my "collaborators" - to all those who can listen with the heart and thus understand. There is very little information for one's rational mind here, so - enjoy! Or, skip to the last paragraph.

A friend of mine sent a piece of information about Russia and its role in the ascension process to me yesterday. Here is the link:

http://www.earth-keeper.com/EKnews_apr07.shtml

High attention points about Lake Baikal: Prima Matra (original matter), concentrated geometric sphere containing the dodecahedron and octahedron, energies of Pleades and Syrius B, and a zero point field.

The channel gives lots of details about sacred places in Russia in general and Lake Baikal in particular, and the latter encouraged me to look at the map of the lake. Below is what came out of it.

Lake Baikal has almost identical shape to that of the island of Curaçao. The exception is in the directionality of their crescent shapes: The island stretches its shores in the middle of turquoise waters of the Caribbean from South East to North West, and Lake Baikal's mysterious depth cuts through the body of the planet from South West to North East. Combined in one imaginary picture, the two create a containment field very much like two hands drawn together to hold something.

The word that came with the picture was one of those we used on our trip to Mt. Shasta early this month: chalice. The two geographical shapes create a chalice, a containment field for something of a crystalline nature. What is it? We saw a glimpse of it while in Mt. Shasta region. And what came with the question today was Lake Louise (Canada) and Lake Titicaca (Bolivia and Peru). There is more to it, and I do not know what it is yet.

What I know is that the Crystal Grid is as real to us now as the territories we draw on our conventional maps. And there was time when no one believed the "stories" that the Earth is a sphere, and that there is a new land that Columbus never recognized for what it was because his maps were wrong.

Could today be the day to revise our mental maps to bring a new land, Serenity, onto it?

The Time for Gratitude

What is the most pronounced feeling these days in your life? For me, as well as for a number of my friends, it is a void. It feels like we are spending these days in a cocoon waiting to emerge as butterflies. Some of the words that come with these process are transformation, transfiguration, creation. There is also a lot of ideas bubbling inside, waiting for their time to form into words.

This feeling reflects an objective process that all of us are going through. It is just a matter of our connection with the inner self that helps us to be conscious about the process. But whether we realize that a real change is in store for each of us, or not [yet], we can use this time to feel the gratitude for all that is.

The inner sense of gratitude is one of the most powerful transformational tools, and unfortunately one that gets easily forgotten when we are trying to achieve something and get too busy and task-oriented.

Let's fill our hearts with the gratitude for all that is around us, for all who share our life's adventure with us, for every person we meet on our path, for the Light in their eyes... Take your time to notice how much gratitude you have in your heart, and enjoy every moment of it.

The Platonic Solids

There is an intense feeling of restructuring of everything inside and around these days. Insights into the sacred geometry once again are floating around, and so are the clouds in the sky. "Normally" sunny New Jersey is changing its sky scenery every few minutes. Yesterday evening waiting for a traffic light under a pouring rain, I took a picture of a bright blue sky above my house just across the bridge.

"What is going on?" I posed a question looking at a thick cover of the clouds this morning.

"The Earth is under constructions," the report was, and my thoughts went back to the geometry from my dreams.

What are the building blocks?

Two days ago in the post New Land, New Constructions I was talking about triads of words and triangles they create. But what glue is holding those together? What shape are we dealing with? What is the base of that shape?

The "base" feels crucial. I go back to March. On the 21st, I wrote about the floor as the foundation for trust and creation. The next day, I saw a puzzle being resolved into a geometrical shape... but something was still missing.

On March 25th, exactly three months ago, I started a post Pieces of The Puzzle: The Floor talking about Divine Feminine. I never posted it; something was not ready.

I've been a part of Mastering Alchemy (www.masteringalchemy.com) with Jim Self since last month. It is from his teachings I learned about a connection between our personal containment fields and Platonic solids. That inspired me to look further, and that certainly influenced my passion in search for the insights.

I am still getting information about the connection of the sacred geometry and our existence. Meanwhile, look what the world of mathematics offers to us. You don't have to get serious about it; just play, and have fun.

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Johannes Kepler, in his major astronomical work, Mysterium Cosmographicum (The Cosmographic Mystery), published in 1595, speculated that the orbits of the six planets known at the time—Mercury, Venus, Earth, Mars, Jupiter and Saturn—could be arranged in spheres nested around the five Platonic solids: octahedron, icosahedron, dodecahedron, tetrahedron and cube. For the Platonic polyhedra arranged in this order, coinciding circumspheres for a given polyhedron and inspheres for the next polyhedron gave a fair approximation for the relative sizes of planetary orbits around the Sun. Kepler later rejected this model as insufficiently accurate, but it remains as an amusing exercise in solid geometry.

Source: http://demonstrations.wolfram.com/KeplersMysteriumCosmographicum/